Healing

6

                        𝓩𝓪'𝓻𝓲𝔂𝓪

5 days later

I was in the basement for 5 days with no food,water or phone and I was in pain my aunt let me out a few hours ago and I just got out the shower I had hella texts from kemoni and the others so I was on my way to his house now

I got out my Uber and walked up to the house and kemoni opened the door and his face instantly lit up and he opened his arms wide "mami I missed you why didn't you answer my calls I was so worried"  I stepped into his embrace and he holds me tight

He looks down at me and his expression changes he grips my face making me look at him "what the fuck happened to your face and don't lie" he said and I mentally curse myself for forgetting to cover it with makeup

"Its nothing I just fell and hit the side of my table" I said quickly coming up with a lie "okay if I find out your lying baby just know.." he said and I nodded my head

"We're is everybody" I said seeing his house empty "their  not here there coming in like a few hours" he said

And we walked to his room and sat on the bed "why weren't you answering my calls mami?" He said "um I just wanted to take a break from my phone sorry" I said lying again "it's fine let's watch a movie" he said getting up to get the remote

" okay I'm gonna use the bathroom real quick" and he nodded "you remember where it is right?" He asked making sure and I nodded walking down the hall to the bathroom

I shut the door and locked it I immediately started to cry why does all these bad things happen to me when will I get to be happy I just wanna get better

I feel my heart rate begin to pick up and I don't know what's wrong I begin to gasp for air and I hear a knock at the door "mami are you okay" I hear kemoni say with a worried tone but I can't speak and I can't breathe

"Mami I'm coming in okay?" I heard him say I wanted to protest but I couldn't I hear the door open and a his presence immediately kneeling infront of me "za'riya what's wrong?"

He said and I just shook my head signaling for him to leave "baby I'm not leaving cmon just breathe" he said but I couldn't he grabbed my hand and put  it on his chest

"Feel my heart beat baby breath in and out for me" he said and I start to calm down a bit "that's it mami good girl breath just like"  he said and I stood up "I'm sorry baby but I'm fine okay let's go back to the movie"

I said walking out the bathroom but he grabbed me back " no za'riya we're gonna talk about this" he said sternly and I shook my head " no baby please I'm fine I don't wanna talk about it please just drop it for now" I said and he looked and me for a few seconds and sighed "fine but only for now we're gonna talk about later"

He said and I nodded and we walked back to the bedroom and turned on the movie moni was interested in the movie while I just stared at the ceiling thinking I felt so gross like I cheated on kemoni even though we weren't officially together