Back with Y/N and BF/N, they were seen sitting on the bench, eating and drinking.
Y/N: ...
BF/N: Hey, N/N, you okay? You don't seem hungry.
Y/N: H-Huh? What?
BF/N: You doing okay?
Y/N: Sorry. Just a lot on my mind. Listen, BF/N... I, umm...
BF/N: ... Hey. Just slow down a little. Sounds like you're witnessing a system crash. Think about what you want to say and act on it before you forget, okay?
Y/N: Y-Yeah. Okay. Sorry. I guess... I just need some air. I'm going for a walk. Save my food for me.
BF/N: Sure thing. But, don't take too long.
Y/N: No promises.
He then got up and walked away, only to gasp as he noticed Loona.
Y/N: Loona! H-Hey. Good to see ya.
Loona: You're hard to track down, y'know that?
Y/N: Why were you tracking me down?
Loona: Well... Since Blitzø and the others are on the job, I... figured I'd take the free time and come see you.
Y/N: Oh. Well, if only we knew you were coming, we would've gotten you more food.
Loona: Nah. I'm not hungry. I need some air. And to move around.
Y/N: Oh. I was about to do the same. Wanna walk with me?
Loona: ... Shit, why not.
They both walked away together. After a while, they were still walking, but they were enjoying the breeze and the sounds of birds chirping. However, Loona looked at Y/N.
Loona: ... Hey, N/N.
Y/N: Yeah?
Loona: Have you... ever looked at a girl and wanted to... Y-You know, fuck them?
Y/N: What? Why would anyone do that?
Loona: There are people out there that do that. I'm one of the people that are approached and are about to be sexually assaulted by assholes and shitty perverts.
Y/N: Seriously? The hell is wrong with these people?
Loona: I don't know...
Y/N: ... Why do you ask?
Loona: ... Because... I... I have social anxiety.
Y/N: Huh?
Loona: ... N/N... I-I can't...
Y/N: Loona... Please... Tell me. I promise I won't laugh at you or do anything that would hurt you.
Loona: How can you promise me that when I've already heard it one too many times? Especially from... p-people like you?
Y/N: Loona, I'm not like them. Okay? I don't take joy or pleasure to bring harm to anybody. I know how it feels to be hurt and it's not fun. And it's a bullshit and asshole act for me if I were to do the same to everyone, including you.
Loona: ...
Y/N: Hey. I'll tell you what. I'll make a promise to you. And if I ever, EVER, break the promise, I'll let you torture me or anything that'll satisfy you.
Loona: *raises eyebrow* Why would you promise that?
Y/N: Because it's to prove that I'm a good person. But, in case I don't live up to it, okay? I promise.
Loona: ... *sighs* Alright, I'll tell you.
Y/N: I'm all ears.
Loona: *exhales* I... I have a knack to fuck up on my words and... make things awkward to people I like or wanna interact with. And people take advantage of that by lying to me and manipulating me. Trust me. I've been through a lot of bullshit where I've heard every word people use to lie to me, every action they would take to get me where it hurts, and when we're alone, they will try to rape me. And then... There's my syphilis.
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HUMAN & HELLHOUND: Welcome to My Life (Loona Lovelorn x Male Human Reader)
Fanfiction"A human that struggles in a world where good people never win." "A hellhound that struggles to trust anybody in a terrible world." Forced to run away due to his parents always arguing, Y/N lives his life with his new best friend BF/N in their new h...