Revenge To Love [Completed]

29 : Forgiven

The more she felt his tears on her hand, the more she realized the depth of his guilt as Murtasim was never a guy who cried easily. He was never this weak as he looks nowadays. He is very pale and has lost weight even which sinks her heart as she left him thinking he never loved her. She started to think everything he did was fake, just a facade to trap her in his web again but today she felt his guilt. His tears looked true and she realized that he regretted choosing revenge over her

"Sorry is all I can say Meerab. I will never hurt you again. Keep that contract again if you don't want me to show rights. I will never. You can slap me, blame me, or even you can give me any punishment. I will bear everything and will never question. Stay with me. I don't know how but I am in love with you ", he confessed his feelings again and her heart skipped a beat hearing his love confession. She looked at him and noticed his red eyes full of tears. Her hands urged to wipe it but she couldn't gather courage to touch his face again.

She thinks that once she gets soft with him and accepts him, he will break her heart again. If that happens again then she will not be able to gather pieces of her heart as she will feel herself lifeless. She knows she won't be able to survive after 3rd heartbreak. She is already broken. For others, she might look normal but deep down she misses her family. Her mama, baba, and Murtasim. She misses sleeping next to him and finding herself cuddling with him the next day. She wants to stay in his arms and fight with him and slap him until her heart feels light but she knows she doesn't have any right over him. She misses her home, that home which was supposed to be her savior, the guy who saved her from his mother, Haya, but he made her homeless with his hands. She looked away when her eyes got teary on finding him devasted. She can't see him crying because her heart bleeds with every tear falling from his eyes. She hates to admit it but she has a soft corner for him which she keeps hidden because she is afraid of heartbreak. Believing him doesn't look right to her because she believed him once and told him many times that she trusts him the most. Still, he continued with his revenge. Just then she heard the words which healed her soul a little.

"I forgot the revenge after a few days Meerab. I was falling for you. Yes, the thought came into my mind many times but I never faked anything. I know the beginning was the worst but Meerab I loved the progress in our relationship. I don't know if you will believe it or not but I was in love before you confessed. I am sorry for every mistake I made", he said in a low voice and kissed her hands again. She felt her body shiver again, her heart pounding heavily when she felt his hot breath on her hand. She pressed her lips to stop herself from crying just because he was crying. She could feel his pain and her heart ached to see him crying. She avoided eye contact with him and waited for him to open his heart in front of her as she also wanted to hear what he had to say. She wants to listen to the guy she loves and the guy she believes.

"After you went I realized I lost precious diamond. You were best as a wife and will be the best. I know believing me is not easy still, but this stupid heart wants you to forgive me and accept me as your husband. I swear in my life that I will never betray you. Don't you want a perfect life with us together?

Don't you want to claim me your husband? Don't you want to have a normal married life? Don't you want to decrease our distance? I am dying of regret. Please believe me", he requested and closed his eyes and cried more. Meerab couldn't help but look at him and his cheeks were wet because of tears. He looked very devasted. She looked down as she felt her eyes glistening with tears and patience breaking into pieces as she couldn't control her tears anymore. She felt her lips fumbling and with a chuckle, she felt tears streaming through her eyes on seeing him in pain.

Yes, they are separated and she doesn't want to give him a second chance because she knows if she gives then he will win for sure. They can feel each other's pain because thier souls are one from the day they became one. Then there is no way to escape as the feelings were true and they knew the moment was because of love, not lust. Later Meerab started to think of everything as lust and act but today she is confused because if he is saying right the thought of revenge was still in his mind. He did complete it unintentionally and even if he fell in love what if he didn't? And that can be a lie as well because she doesn't think he is true. If he was why he never told her about his dreams?