Revenge To Love [Completed]

35 : Arziyan

They drove towards the doctor as per Meerab's insistence. She was afraid of the thought of losing him again. When she noticed him breathing heavily, she felt her heart stopped beating. She realized that he is a very important person in her life and she can never live without him. After this reunion there is no chance of her survival after seperation. She knows that he has suffered a lot and doesn't want him to go through anything alone. Even the thought of something happening to him made her body shiver.

They reached the hospital and the doctor suggested medicines to Murtasim. He said he was taking a few already which the doctor allowed to keep taking them and asked him to take less caffeine. He nodded and both came out of the hospital Meerab rushed towards the car and stood near the driver's seat waiting for him as she gave the keys to him when they were going inside. When he came back he noticed Meerab lost in her thoughts.

She had her arms crossed and she was looking at the sky. Her eyes were moistened and he knew why she was upset. He felt lucky to find a woman who loved him more than he did. She is not confessing her love but he knows she loves him unconditionally and she doesn't need words to tell him that. He walked towards her and held her shoulder softly. Meerab looked at him and then looked down when she felt his strong gaze on her

"I am fine Meerab. Even the doctor said there is nothing to worry about", he said softly rubbing his hand over her shoulder. Meerab looked at his hands and then into his eyes. She is not yet satisfied with what the doctor said as the sight looked a most horrible sight to her. Her husband was catching breath and she couldn't do anything. She felt her body going numb, and that looked like a nightmare. She moved her hands to touch his chest and rubbed her hand over his chest to check his heartbeat, to check if he was fine or not

"Normal hu meri jaan", he whispered stepping forward, decreasing the distance between their bodies. She moved her hand towards his shoulder and looked down when she felt his cold breath on her neck. She felt her cheeks heating up, hearing the adjective word "Jaan". Her friends Saba, Rumi, and sometimes Hamza have used the same word to call her but this word never felt so special like he does with him. He moved his hand towards her waist by tracing it from arm to fingers which sent shivers down her body. She felt her knees going weak when he started showing his love towards her forgetting everything. She closed her eyes when his cold hands snaked her waist and he pulled her towards himself. She clutched his shirt tight and looked into his eyes which were darkened with desires. She knows everything yet she keeps quiet because somewhere she is insecure. He moved closer but before he could kiss her she questioned him

"How to not worry? Jaan nikal rhi thi meri tumhain ese dekh kar. Tumhein kuch ho jata toh?",she asked.

"Nahi hota", he replied and kept his chin over her shoulder nearly hugging her close to his chest. Meerab shivered when she felt their bodies crashing to each other and caressed her hand over his chest when she felt his heartbeat rising. She started to take long breaths when she felt his hot breath over her shoulder.

He took one more step ahead pushing her body which resulted in her back crashing the car and there was only an inch gap between them. The proximity between them is intoxicating him and the fact that she is anticipating his touch is driving him crazy. Her eyes softened on seeing him and hearing his voice, cheeks were red already. What else does he need to get a clue about her feelings? He pushed her hair towards her back and placed his hand on the car, caging her between the car and him. Meerab closed her eyes tight when she felt his lips on her shoulder, and she felt her legs jiggling. She held his shirt from his waist tight as she felt her knees going weak. Here only one thought came to her mind. What if all this turned out to be a lie and soon she came back to reality after living this fairytale life?

"Don't break my trust ever again. If you call all this revenge again, I will die and I am sure about that", Meerab whispered and looked down. She knows she should not have said this when they are in an intimate position but whenever he comes close, she remembers the night they spend together and the reality check later. She is trying to move on but for her, it is not easy. In front of love, she is getting weak but she is still hesitant. His words and love are like a medicine to her wounded heart which is healing her heart slowly.