Revenge To Love [Completed]

3: Nobody Loves Me

"Do you have any idea how scared I was last night?", Meerab shouted angrily as he called her care as acting which she couldn't take as she was scared for him, and her care was genuine. She panicked seeing him in that state and felt last night was a nightmare.

Only she knows how she spent the night thinking of him and his health. She feared his death and blamed herself for his condition and here he was entertaining Haya which she hates. She hates people like Haya who lose their self-respect by bowing her head in front of a man. She would never do that. She will do what her heart wants and what she feels is right for herself.

Sweat formed on her forehead recalling last night's incident. She knew she messed up yesterday and regrets her behavior. She hated Murtasim's words when he called her concern fake as she never faked anything. She is bold and blunt who speaks whatever comes into her mind and ignores people she hates. If there was someone else in his place, she would have reacted the same.

Murtasim's eyes softened hearing her as he didn't mean to scare her. He noticed her eyes which were red because of tears. He felt bad for lashing out at her, he should have controlled his anger as she told him the reason. He looked away as he didn't want to accept his mistake for now. Why should I? Did she ask forgiveness after waking up? Did she thank him for saving her? He is not interested in talking to her who is an egoist like her. Moreover, she is here just because of him until he completes his revenge. He reasoned himself for the concern and uneasy feeling of seeing her tears. Her tears affected him, he didn't know why.

He rolled his eyes and went away leaving her alone. Meerab opened her mouth wide seeing his ignorant attitude. He didn't even react after knowing she was scared for him which made her angry. It takes courage to confess that she was worried but he gave such a cold reaction and left without replying anything.

What does he think of himself? Does he think that his attitude will work on her? No, never. If he is showing attitude then she will show double attitude and will never accept him as her husband because he is not the right spouse for her. She walked downstairs as she felt her stomach grumbling. First, she drank a glass of water to control her anger and walked downstairs to see Murtasim talking with Ma Begum and Haya was eavesdropping on their conversation

"Haya you lost your self-respect a long before but don't you have manners? You should not listen to someone's conversation like that", Meerab said

"Keep quiet Meerab otherwise I will tell Ma Begum that you knew Murtasim is allergic to fish. Still, you cooked that for him", Haya warned Meerab which didn't scare her if someone tried to scold her then she was not a saint who would keep quiet. If she made a mistake then Murtasim was not a child, if he knew the consequences, he should have asked her to prepare something else which he didn't

"I knew that already. She wants to kill...", Ma Begum was interrupted by Murtasim

"Can we please end this topic? I am fine that's it.", Murtasim said in a cold voice and left the dining hall angrily. Meerab kept looking at his retreating figure as he didn't even look at her and saved her from Ma Begum again. Why?

Meerab shrugged her thoughts saying " I don't care" and sat at the dining table to have breakfast. She filled her plate with a sandwich and was about to have it when Ma Begum interrupted her

"Your husband was sick yesterday and still hungry. If you don't want to eat after him that's fine but show some humanity. Go and have breakfast with him. He got angry that's why he left", Ma Begum said

"He is not a child who needs someone to babysit him", Meerab said angrily

"He is your husband and I am his mother. I want you both to accept each other. I don't have any issue with forcing him to have it. I can also go but I am giving time to you both", Ma Begum replied in the same tone as her which hurt Meerab. She looked away as she felt her eyes moistening up, she had never been treated with so much anger and attitude when she lived with Wakas and Aneela but here everybody tried to dance her on their finger which hurt her. She was not used to hearing scolding and they never raised their voice at her but here one hated her