My Dearest Enemy

35. Yuvraj

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I'm exhausted. I feel like shit. I think I'm biggest loser. I was so busy in enjoyment that i forgot that I have a company and I've to run it. I want to shout, i want to cry. Today i faced the biggest lose of my company. We lost the biggest deal. I have no idea how my father is going to react to that. He has literally given his entire life to this company and I am not even handling it nicely. I'm expected to make our company bigger but I'm not doing it properly.

"What?" Angel asked me as i told her about my plan.

I know it's difficult for me to make this decision but i had to take the decision. It's very exhausting and hard for me to run a business and study at the same time. I need to focus on one thing. I know dropping out from college is not easy but i had to focus on business so I'm making right decision. Business need my full attention so I'm going to give it full attention. It's difficult but not impossible and i know I'll do my best to make my business biger and biger everyday.

"I asked you something" all of sudden i heard her voice. She is asking me question. Shit. How she is going to react to this. Is she going to make fun of me? Will she understand my problem? I don't know how to tell her about my biggest lose. Will she think I'm loser? I'm scared as fuck right now. I don't know what to do, whom to talk.

"You are scaring me now, tell me what happened?" She asked again. I looked at her. Her eyes full of concern. She look really scared. I don't know if i should tell her or not. My heart is saying to tell her everything so I'm going to tell her .

"Today i lost the biggest deal of our company. It's happened because i was enjoying on vacation when my company needed me the most. I need to focus on business to expand it and continue my father's legacy. That's why I'm taking drop" i said and released a heavy breath. I know she is gonna make fun of me because I'm fucking loser.  Her eyes widened as i told her the truth. All of sudden she did the last thing i expected her to do. She hugged me. As her body touched mine i stand still. My brain stopped processing everything. In this moment I'm lost for words. She hugged me so tightly. My hands touched her back and i hugged her back. Time seems to stand still as i felt the warmth of her body.

"Are you okay?" She asked releasing me. I have no answer to this question. Am i okay? I don't know. I feel like shit right now.

"Yamraj look at me. Are you okay?" She asked again and i looked at her. Her beautiful face is full of worries, she look worried but still she has controlled herself.

"Now I'm feeling good" i lied.

"No you are not" she said.

"I'm not in mood to argue with you" i said started to move away from her but she held my hand again.

"Angel please" i nearly cried. I want my time. I need my own space. I want to cry like baby. I want to grieve but i don't want to do it in front of her. She'll think I'm weak. Shit.

"Shut up and come here" she said pulled me closer to her. I sigh and we sat on the bed. I lie my face on her thighs and she started soothing my hairs. I felt comfortable. I know leaving college was never easy decision for me but still i did it because i want to focus on my business. Sometimes we have to sacrifice something to get something in return. That's what I'm doing.

As her fingers traced down through my hairs, i found solace in her touch. I nearly forgot the burden on my shoulder as she touched me. This is best feeling ever. So many emotions are running inside me but still i couldn't say anything to her. Silently i thanked her for doing this.

"Get up, I've an idea" all of sudden she said.

"What are you doing?" I asked.

She stood up from bed. I saw excitement in her eyes.