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Dear finder,

I'm so sorry you had to see me this way, whoever you are.

I've been meaning to do this for a long time now, I just never got around to doing it.

I just kept thinking that everything would get better.

That's what they tell you at least.

But it never did.

I realised how meaningless my life had become, don't take it too hard.

Just know that I'm happy now, this is what I wanted.

No more pain, no more late night thinking, no more heartache.

I know its such a selfish thing to take your own life, but what would have been even more selfish was letting someone who is so miserable stay alive.

Someone who can't stand to live another day in their own mind.

Nothing on this planet hurts more than hating the own skin you were born with.

And im sorry to say this, but I was far dead before I decided to die.

Sincerely yours,

Mikey.