Little update

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Life sucks
My scale is broken which is annoying as hell because I never know if it's showing me the real weight or not
I fasted today and then binged out of frustration
I feel defeated but I won't give up
I just have to get my hands on Diet Coke and chewing gum again and then I'll stay on track
I don't have money rn tho which means I would have to steal the goods
But I'm also to depressed to go out and get them
I want to go to a concert on the 5th march so I HAVE got to starve
But maybe I just won't go
I feel kind of hopeless
But I have to stay strong !!! 💪

Okay so I weighted myself and it isn't as bad as I would've expected
I have to lose weight plsss

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