Woe of the chosen

Chapter 41: Shattered Lands and the first of many

I can feel it..

My body spiraling in this behemoth of water. The pain of liquid entering into my lungs and there's nothing I can do about it. It feels like my body's not even mine, I can't move it.

I don't know how long I've been here...

I can feel multiple things crashing against me, but I can't see anything.

Nothing but never ending darkness around me, and only my failure to remind me I'm alive.

This power...all for what..?

I couldn't do anything against him...

Nothing...

Again...

I'm...

Powerless....

I come back to life to protect her and when I do it's already too late. Zeus appears and then it turns out I'm inferior to him. Doesn't matter that I couldn't use my full strength, I STILL would've lost.

Why did I come back?

What made me so special?

Is it cuz I'm a reincarnation?

Is it because I'm the "Chosen One."?

What a load of bullshit.

Maybe...

Just maybe....

I should die again.

This time, I shouldn't come back.

This time, I should let someone else shoulder the responsibilities of this power, of this existence.

Maybe then people wouldn't die for me, right?
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What am I saying?

Am I seriously contemplating suicide?

I've got someone waiting for me, it's not over...no..

ITS NOT OVER YET!!!

ITS NOT OVER!!!

NOT NOW!!! NOT UNTIL I'M DEAD!!!

I WON'T LET THAT SON OF A BITCH HAVE HIS WAY!!!

MARK MY WORDS ZEUS, I'M NOT COMING JUST FOR YOU!!!

I'M COMING FOR EVERYTHING!!!

I'LL BURN EVERYTHING YOU'VE BUILT UP AWAY!!!

I DON'T CARE WHO STANDS IN MY WAY!!! BE IT YOU!! POSEIDON!! ATHENA!!! I DON'T CARE!!!