♥ Lucas and Maya ♡

~ Doubts & Cuddles ~ (6)

A/N: This update is dedicated to a true fan of Lucaya, which is landofimagination !!! She has supported a lot of stories that involved Sabrina carpenter and who wouldn't love Sabrina?! Lol, but thanks anyways, true fans are most definitely true friends! Xoxo

   ♡♡♡♡♡Maya's POV♡♡♡♡♡

Lucas just called and told me he'd be here in a few and I am pretty excited.

Here was the conversation.

Me: Hello?

Lucas: Hey, Maya.

Me: Oh hey Lucas! What's up?

Lucas: My mom is about to drop me off. We'll be there soon, kay?

Me: Kay. See you soon!

Lucas: Bye.

Me: Bye.

I set up the couch so it's all comfy and I set out a few movies to pick from. My mom is working late and we have the house all to ourselves to share any secrets and get to know eachother openly. It's about 11 o'clock now and my mom usually gets home at 3am or something like that. She works hard and I love her for it...

I had on comfy clothes. I had on a crop top black sweater, gray sweatpants and black uggs with my hair down in it's curly natural state.

One other thing, Lucas had to convince his 'mama' that he'd be safe. It's kinda hilarious.

Anyway, I set out 3 movies to be specific. I set out The Exorcist, The Purge, & Titanic. I just thought that maybe a scary movie in Winter would be good for us. Who doesn't love scary movies? Oh, RILEY, that's who...

I hear a knock at my door and when I walk to it and open it, I see Lucas standing there with a little smile as if he was already thinking of how this night is gonna go.

"Hi." He says to me in greeting as I let him in.

"Sup." I reply back, leading him into the living room.

"So, how well do you think this is gonna go?" He asks me curiously. I laugh and say," Only time can tell. I'm not sure."

He nods with a smile.

"You can sit down and get comfy, I'm gonna go grab us some snacks and drinks." I tell him as he sits down.

"Okay. Oh, hey, can I play on your phone to pass the time?" He asks like a little kid. Cute.

"Sure, cowboy." I tell him and hand him my phone," Flappy birds is on there. Knock yourself out. Literally. That game kills me."

He laughs and leans back, beginning to play as I head to the kitchen.

I walk over to the pantry and grab some popcorn and some chips along with some gummy bears (His Favorite).

I realized how cold it was so I whipped up some hot chocolate and made my way back.

When I walked back in, I saw Lucas staring down at my phone with a look of disbelief.

"Lucas, what's up?" I ask him curiously, sitting the food down on the coffee table and walking over taking a seat by him.

"Maya, why do you have me under My Temporary Texas Ranger ?" He askd with a mad expression.

"What? Is there something wrong with it?" I ask in a rush, reaching for my phone in which he held back.

"Yes, there is. Temporary Maya? Really? Are you seriously having doubts about our relationship?" He asks me.

"Lucas, I---who wouldn't?! You're not gonna like me forever. Who would? You can't blame me for thinking this way, you know you can't." I tell him, looking down.

He sighs and sets down my phone. "Maya." He whispers, taking my face into his hands," I will always care for you, even if this doesn't work out. Okay? You have to trust me."

"I---I do. I just... "

"No, Maya. No more words, okay? We've been going with all this for almost a week and I am not giving up on you." He tells me, our foreheads pressed together.

I look into his eyes. "Okay." I whisper.

"Shhh, shhh." He says in a hushed tone, planting stray kisses on my cheeks.

My face heats up as I pull away and smirk. "Lucas, it's my turn." I say in a cocky tone.

I gripped his face in my hands as I pull him close and plant 2 kisses on each cheek, one on his nose and 1 lingering kiss below his bottom lip, our lips almost connecting. He smiles at me and I blush.

I shake my thoughts away, pulling back completely, and clear my throat.

"Um, well, pick out a movie and i'll go grab us some blankets." I tell him as I walk out of the room, a grin still plastered on my face.

I mean, he can say all the right things and the words he says mean totally different things. It's like when he says, you'll be okay.  He really means I'm gonna be here for you.  I love both meanings.

You're not broken means I'll fix you.

Ive got you means I won't give up.

Ive got nothing to hide means you're my biggest secret.

I grin at the thought of him making me even more happier than I am with life itself.

I never told anyone this, but the secret of life still isn't clear to me.

I need to know what it is and Lucas might be the one to help me figure it out.

I walk walk back to the room and see Lucas sitting there tapping his fingers on my phone.

I sigh and set the blankets down and then sit on the other end of the couch.

I could feel his eyes boring into the side of my face.

"Maya.... Why're you sitting so far away from me?" He asks me with curiosity laced with hurt.

"I just thought you might he upset with me....I'm sorry...." I tell him, my voice cracking at the end.

"No, Maya, i'm not. I promise." He tells me scooting closer," You are honestly not the problem. I'm not even upset. Look, I just.... I just don't want you thinking so low of yourself."

"Okay... " I whisper which kinda gave me a wake up call when he grabs my hand and pulls me close. He lays down and I lay beside him, wrapping my arm around him as my head lays on his chest.

"We're not even gonna watch a movie
We're gonna sit. Just like this." He whispers before I fall into a deep sleep....

Tbc! Watcha think??