Anidita:Love's Liberation

Unwavering devotion

"Unwavering Devotion,"
is a heartfelt imagination of mine told through the eyes of Bondita, a spirited young bride at the tender age of 16. In her diary, she pours out her deepest thoughts and emotions, painting a poignant portrait of her unwavering devotion to her beloved Patibabu.

Age details
Bondita anirudh roy choudhary - 16
Anirudh roy choudhary - 25

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Priyo Diary babu ,
 

           Today, I feel compelled to pour out my heart about my beloved Patibabu.

But before I delve into the depths of my feelings for him, I want to make something clear, my priyo diary babu. These words are not meant for you, but for him. They are a testament to the love and devotion I harbor for Patibabu, the man who holds the key to my heart.

Oh, Patibabu, My sansaar (world) . My heart flutters like a butterfly whenever I think of you, even amidst my studies. As I delve into my books, your image glides before me like a gentle breeze, calming my restless mind. I imagine you sitting beside me, explaining the mysteries of the world with that scholarly air of yours, your chasma(spectacle ) perched on your nose, and your crisp coat adding a touch of elegance to your demeanor.

When you come to teach me, my eyes eagerly drink in every detail of your appearance. Your new chasma makes you look even more dashing, and the way it rests on your face, framing those intense eyes of yours, leaves me utterly spellbound. And oh, your new dress with the coat, how it accentuates your stature and presence! I can't help but steal glances at you, admiring the way you carry yourself with such attoshobhab (dignity) and shomman (respect ).

And when you smile, Patibabu, it's as if the sun itself has decided to shine just for me. Your smile illuminates my world, filling it with warmth and happiness. And those eyes of yours, deep and mysterious, hold secrets that I long to unravel, secrets that I hope one day you'll share with me.

I can't help but notice the way you glisten with intelligence, each interaction with you leaves me in awe of your brilliance. You are the embodiment of wisdom, and my admiration for you knows no bounds. Tomake bhalobashi (I love you), I whisper to myself in the quiet moments of the night, hoping that someday you'll hear those words from me and understand the depth of my feelings.

I feel so lucky to be your wife, to share this beautiful journey of life with you.

Every day, my love for you grows stronger. Your kindness, your intelligence, your everything... It makes my heart flutter like a butterfly! I may be young and inexperienced, but my love for you is as deep as the ocean and as vast as the sky. I can't help but imagine our future together, filled with laughter, love, and endless happiness.

But sometimes, I wonder if you see me the same way. Do you feel the warmth of my love as I do yours? Or am I just a responsibility to you, someone you care for out of duty? Oh, how I wish to know the depths of your heart, to hear you say those three magical words that would make my world complete.

Patibabu, my days are a whirlwind of pots and pans, all in the name of cooking up a storm for you. My Bengali heart sings with joy as I whip up your favorite dishes, each one infused with love and longing. But amidst the clatter of the kitchen, my thoughts often drift to you, lost in the maze of your barrister duties.

I yearn for more than just a platonic bond; I crave the warmth of your touch, the tenderness of your gaze, the whispered words of affection that linger in the air like the scent of rosogolla.

Shotti, I know I'm just a child bride, too young to understand the complexities of love. But my heart beats in sync with yours, longing for a connection that transcends duty and obligation. I dream of a future where our love blossoms like the shimul (a kind of tree which have red flowers) flowers in spring, vibrant and full of promise.

So I'll wait for you, Patibabu, with a patience born out of love. For even if you see me as nothing more than a responsibility, I will always see you as the love of my life, my praner priyo (My beloved). And I'll continue to cook for you, to care for you, to love you with all my heart, joto dur paro, toto kache achi( no matter how far you may seem, I'll always be close to you).

I will continue to love you with all my being, Patibabu. For in your presence, I find solace, in your smile, I find hope, and in your love, I find my reason to live.

There is a saying right

"When you want something, all the universe conspires in helping you to achieve it."

I believe in it.

Thik ache, now coming back to you diary Babu
If I stay up too late scribbling away in your pages, I fear I won't rise in time for the morning Aarti. And you know how Kaka Sasur Ji can be - he'll surely have my head if his Grihalakshmi fail to uphold her duties. I must bid you adieu for now. So tata diary babu .

Until then good night and sweet dreams

Apni Patibabu ki
Bondita Anirudh roy choudhary

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Pheeewww,

It's taken me nearly two and a half to three hours to craft every word, every sentence, and while I know it might not be perfect, it's okay. This is my first attempt at putting pen to paper, or rather fingers to keyboard, and the process has been both exhilarating and draining.

Yes the previous one was written newly and this was written nearly a year ago...
More than bondita's it is my own words which I have expressed.

So bye,

Next part will be uploaded very soon

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