what is love * Four X Reader X Eric

a killing machine

It was now the next day and after what happened yesterday I couldn't sleep again but of course we had to wake up for training
Four woke us up I took a quick shower but I skipped breakfast I just didn't really fell like eating and also I was avoiding uraih and zake I don't know how I'm supposed to ever talk to them again

I looked dead, and my eye bags were bigger than ever. My skin was pale, but none the less I had to go to training

As I entered, four sent me a worried look, but I ignored him, but then I bumped into someone it was eric, and Dew, to my weak state, I fell down

" Winter, are you okay ? "

Eric said as he extended a hand to help me, but I didn't need his help or so I thought

" I don't need your help,"
I said as I tried to get up but couldn't

" Come on, winter, stop being so stubborn,"
eric said as he helped me up

" You don't look too good. Can you train ?"

" Why wouldn't I be okay? Of course, I can train "
I said as I walked away

Like always, we started training with running, but today, I couldn't keep up with four. I was last in line
then we had gun shooting practice again, but even though I was a natural at it, I didn't hit the target once
I was tired physically and mentally

Then, to make the day even worse, I had a fight today with none other than Peter

" Winter, Peter in the ring," eric said

And as I was walking towards it, someone held me back it was four

" Winter please your not okay, and you're definitely not in a good state to fight. You'll lose, so please don't fight. "

Four whispered in me ear

" Don't tell me what to do four," I said as I yanked my arm away and got in the ring

" 3 2 1 begin," eric said

For a while, we staid, circling each other. I knew that Peter was smart he wanted me to attach first, and I also know that now that he knows that I am Jennin Mathew's daughter, he might remember me from erudite and my suspicion was correct

" Come on, marcela, I thought you were braver than that,"
he said as he emphasised the word marcela I knew he was trying to provoke me, so I held myself back but the fact that he and everyone else knew who I was made me fell exposed ,weak ,it broke me and I'm guessing Peter caught that sadness in my eyes

" ohhh, did I make you sad, marcela Mathew's? "

He said as he made the first move and punched me in the face, causing me to stumble back with a bruse forming on me cheekbone, which led everyone to gasp as no one had ever managed to hit me

Come on winter take control don't be so fucking weak

I then ran up to him and delivered I punch to his throat causing him to fall on the ground and even though I wasn't at me strongest me punches were still strong but that punch did more harm to me than him as I used up most of my strength on it .

Peter then got up now even angrier than
Befor

" Okay marcela you can punch but I can too "

He said as he punched me in the stomach and the mention of my old name again making me weaker as it brought back horrible memories so he delivered another punch then another one that caused me to fall to the floor

" my name is Winter " I said weakly as I spit up blood and then I got up

" but I remember that was what you were called in school you know when you used to.. " Peter said but I inrupted him

" Shut up "

" Well at least until you disappeared someday "

He kept exposing me making me feel more vonrebel I wanted to end this fight but I was too tired and the lack of food caught up to me making me feel dizzy

but none the less I ran up to Peter and kicked him in the stomach causing him to fall back but then as I was about to delivered another kick he held my leg and lifted me up in the air from my waist and then throw me so effortlessly across the ring causing me to land harshly on the ground making a loud thud and making me even more dizzy as i had hit my head really hard and it started bleeding but I could hear a lot of gaspes from everyone

" He can't do that ,that's not fair "

I heard uraih yelling which only broke me he was defending me but will he still do that after he knows what I did , after he know I'm a monster

And as I was struggling to get up Peter came and kicked me sending me to the other side making me groun but again I tried to get up again

" stay down marcela "

He said as he picked me up from the colur of me shirt and punched me and then again and again

Then he stopped to take a break and I could finally breath I was now covered in blood and for the first time since so long  it was mine i was so weak and every time  he said that name made me lose focus and get lost in a horrible memory but as I was collecting myself and got up struggling to even stand up Peter came back

" you know what I always wondered? What happened to matheo "

That was it
Normally, his words would make me angry and strangle him to death, but right now, his words reminded me of everything I worked so hard to forget , everything that made me the monster I am, and for the first time in 11 years I felt a tear roll down my cheek, not because of the pain I was in ,but because of the mention of his name ,my brother, that I killed, I'm weak ,I'm nothing, nobody cares about me, my mom was right ,I am a killing machine.

Just then, I'm guessing Peter picked up on this vulnerable moment as he straddled me to the floor and started delivering punch after punch and at that I flet my body give out I couldn't fight any more and then my vision went blurry

The last thing I saw was eric punching Peter, and then I heard four's voice telling me it would be okay, then everything went black .

Eric pov:

I felt so stupid that I didn't figure out that winter, or I guess marcela was Jennin Mathew's daughter. I remember her and her brother. I saw how much of a mess she was yesterday before visiting, it was a side of her i didnt really want to see she was weak scared not like the winter i knew i just wonder why was she so scared from her mom .
I also noticed that she hadn't eaten anything in 2 days, but I couldn't have guessed it was because of that

Today in training, it was the weakest I've ever seen her, and if I say I wasn't worried about her, I'd be lying but I'm not the only one four was also super worried about her .

" She can't fight eric, she'll get hurt really badly, and now that everyone knows about her, you know that Peter will use that against her."

Four said as he tried to convince me not to let her fight, but I didn't listen, and I regretted it so much

I was now watching the fight in it toke everything in me not to go and punch Peter to death as he kept bringing up winter past
Then, when he threw her fragel body across the ring, four actually had to hold me back
My heart broke for her as I saw her in pain at the mention of matheo, and for the first time ever, a tear rolled down her brused cheek

Then I saw that she had blacked out but Peter didn't stop and that made my blood boil as I went up to him and pulled him of my winter and punched him then I saw that four had carried her bloody brused body to the hospital

This is my fault. Why did I let her fight .