what is love * Four X Reader X Eric

take off your clothes and lay down

Today was the last day of training and after dinner they were going to reveal the board and reveal who is going to be cut of course I had no worries I was certain I will be the first name on the board

This last week has been hard. Firstly, I had to reshow everyone that I wasn't weak, but that was easy, just a little threatening, secondly I hadn't talked to four after that amazing night which I think was a mistake as for eric he kept giving me sign like the fuck me eyes he gave me in training or how he would hold my waist while teaching me how to do something or how he would accidentally brush his dich on my ass when he walked behind me I wanted him so bad but I knew it was wrong but lastly my biggest problem where zake and uraih I hadn't talk to either of them I just felt so guilty whenever I looked at them I get reminded of the monster I am I just couldn't bring my self to talk to them again

We just finished training, and as I was making my way to dinner with maya,when someone pulled me asaid. I was ready to punch then, but then I realised who they were

It was zake

" Winter, can we talk, please ?"

" No,"

I said as I started walking away again, but then he pulled my hand

" Please winter, just 5 minutes."

He said as he looked in my eyes

" fine what ever "

" I'll leave you guys ."

Maya said as she walked away, and then zake pulled me to an empty hallway, but he didn't say anything he just stood there looking at me

" What?" I finally snaped

" What ?" He said

" You called me here to talk, so talk zake,"

" No, you tell me,"

"Tell you what?"

" For fuckes sake, why have you been ignoring me winter ?"

" I _ I why do you even care?"

I stuttered as I didn't know what to say

" What do you mean why do I care? Of course, I care. Winter, if you think you were just a random hookup, then you are wrong.
you were way more to me than that you were one of the closest friends, then you started ignoring me for no reason, and i just dont know what I've done wrong. "

His words broke me he doesn't know what I have done. I don't even know what to reply, so I stayed quiet

" Say something anything, please winter."

Zake pleaded

" I just don't think that we should be friends anymore ."

I said, not lifting my eyes from the ground.

" What does that even mean ? Was the friends with benefits too much for you? We can stop. I told you that from the beginning ."

He said as he looked at me for an answer, but I just kept my eyes glued to the ground. I couldn't even face him, but then he gently lifted my face so that I could meet his eyes

" I just miss you." He said

" I'm sorry, zake,"

I said as i tried to walk away, but he held me back by my arm

" Don't just walk away from me," He said

" You're five minutes are over anyway."
I replied

" No winter, just, please talk to me. Did I do something? Did you do something?"