DANGEROUSLY

Pulling My Heartstrings

Rain became a regular guest at Payu's house. Sky was alive and the truth had been revealed about what had happened so they both continued their trip at Payu's house. And this time, they made sure to enjoy every moment. Rain loved sleeping with Payu. It was a joy in his life. The warmth they felt and how comfortable it was. Payu was making him addicted but it was the kind of addiction he liked. He had made a bet the previous day that he wanted to be unable to walk the next day and Payu made a bet. The next morning, Rain had made his mind that he won't go anywhere. He made a tough front in front of Payu but deep down he was going through it. He got a call and needed to go to an event. Payu got Rain ready and truly it was a funny meeting. Rain had to pretend like he hurt his leg. His father panicked when he saw him but seeing Payu checking him out from behind. He instantly guessed what was wrong and face palmed. The worst part was him struggling to sit. His father went on to ask " seems like you forgot how to sit because why are you struggling so much." All eyes were on Rain now and he bowed his head. When the meeting ended, he felt a little relieved and went straight to his office. Payu followed closely teasing him. His father noticed the difference in his aura and his happiness was not manufactured. He smirked to himself. Rain left in a hurry and when they got to the office, Payu scolded him
" You said you were not going out today."
" I know but something came up so I had to."
" I'm pretty sure everyone could tell. They couldn't pinpoint the culprit though but I could tell."
" Do you want to eat out today."
" Rain! We're going home. I'll buy the food on our way."
" But can I lay on your legs a bit?" Payu went straight to the corner of the couch and sat down. Rain rested his head on his lap. Rain saw how much Payu pampered him and he wanted to keep it up so he just lay on the couch looking helpless. Payu couldn't help but blush. He was the cause of his pain but fulfilled all his fantasies. They were new to him as well but he always found a way to maneuver around it. They greatly enjoyed each other's company and wouldn't even have it any other way. Rain felt like potty in his hands letting him do as he pleased. Compared to how they were before, Payu had won him over. Rain's dad came into the office abruptly and saw the sight in front of him. It was Payu bending his head to kiss Rain on his forehead. He entered first so he shut the door behind him and told the people with him that he wanted to speak to his son privately so they can leave. They bowed and left. His dad came in again. They didn't even notice ad they were so caught up in what they were doing. The dad sold there quietly then cleared his throat. Once Payu saw him, he got up hitting the back of Rain's head which was rested on his lap. Rain didn't even panic but his head hurt so he held it. Payu was so stoked that he didn't know whether to kneel or stand. He knelt down and said in a loud voice
" I love you son, and I don't care if you kimchi slap me or pour water on my face or throw wads of cash at me. It won't change anything." Rain burst out laughing. They recently watched a Kdrama together and it was quite melodramatic so he could tell where Payu was coming from. He laughed making Payu more uncomfortable. The incriminating position didn't help at all. He could only bend his head in disappointment. Rain looked at his dad and gave his dad an approving thumbs.up which made his dad ask whispering
" Are you sure?" Rain nodded. His dad nodded too and looked down at the man who was kneeling
" So you couldn't wait till the meeting was over could you?" Payu looked at Rain feeling like he told his dad what they did.
" Come to my house tomorrow, we have a lot to talk about."  His father left and Payu was shaking. He was more nervous now than he had been even in a dangerous situation. Rain stood up and knelt behind him and gave him a back hug and whispered in his ear " you're banned from watching TV love!"

Sky began his torture of Prapai he found it delightful the way he panicked. He didn't really say or do much but kept the act that he was upset with Pai.
Sky would go to the bathroom and he could literally hear Pai hovering around. He would shout " I'm not going to do anything don't worry." Pai felt so guilty whenever he heard this. It got so bad hegsn to have nightmares. In each nightmare he would see Sky laying on the ground helplessly calling out to him but he looked angry and walked away. This terrified him and he always ended up going to Sky's room and slept on the floor beside him. He didn't mind how long but he wanted to be there.
Sky would not eat the whole day till Pai got back from work. Sometimes he would feel better but going down. He didn't tell him he was struggling to get up most of the time. Pai always came back with food and they ate before he took his drugs. He was really pissed off at Pai but never told him.
All hell broke up one Friday when Pai told Sky that he was going on a trip to return the next day which was Sky's checkup day. He went to the room and announced that his food was on the counter and he needed to eat it early so he could take his drugs. Sky didn't reply as usual. Pai left the house to the office and it was told to him that the trip had been cancelled till the following week. He left and went back home. He tiptoed in thinking Sky would be eating but he was no where to be found. When Pai went up, to his horror he saw Sky struggling to get up. He observed a bit before he rushed inside. Sky seeing Pai was there pushed himself up and stood up acting all tough but his face betrayed him because he was in so much pain.
" How long has this been going on?"
" What?" Sky acted oblivious
" You pretending to be fine and not talking to me about it."
" I didn't ask you to take me in did I?"
" Sky, I know, I know very well that I fucked up but you really can't do this to me. I have terrible nightmares scared that I will not see you again. Don't tell me... Sky when last did you have breakfast?"
" Don't ask if you don't want to know."
" Tell me?"
" Since I started staying here." Pai's face fell.
" You've been struggling since?"
" I didn't want to burden you,"
" Burden me? Every night I come here to check if you're alright. You've probably not bathed for days because you don't want to in quote bother me. Sky I know, I know I messed up, really badly at that but for goodness sake don't suffer because of me, I beg you don't because if you think of leaving me in this world, I'll follow you behind because it's obvious living without you is pointless." Sky could feel his stomach turn to mush. He couldn't even look him straight in the face
" So what do we do now?"
" I'll bath you first."
" Huh mmm"