DANGEROUSLY

Test My Love

Rain's father looked at him. He wasn't budging. Like a rock he looked immovable. Mr Type smiled at his back. He couldn't shake off Phayu's determination. He wanted to be with Rain and could see how passionate he was. His dad dropped the plank and sat down looking at Phayu
" Tell me everything." Phayu narrated to Rain's dad about how difficult his life had been. How things did not quite work out well and how depressed he had been feeling. He felt like shit and was overwhelmed with a lot of emotions Phayu began to cry to his father's amazing. He really didn't know which way to turn to. He was stuck and no one pitied him. Mr Type didn't know when he reached out his hand and patted him on the back. This kid was really broken. He looked like he could bring down the world with his eyes, but now, he just appeared like a helpless kid.
" Where does it hurt?"  Mr Type expected to hear all over because of his beating. But Phayu just pointed to his heart and said here. "It hurts right here" he said. Mr Type took him into the house because he passed out almost immediately. A doctor was called and he was treated. He let Phayu rest but needed to confirm something. He called his son
" Hi son."
" Sawadee krab Pa."
" It's really urgent, how's Turkey?"
" It's okay. I'll be going to the English branch for seven weeks because of a training camp then return back to see you for Songkran."
" Oh good. When will you be leaving?"
"In ten days. I have to be properly ready for anything."
" That's fine then. Um have you gotten in touch with that man you loved, what's that his name again.. oh yes Phayu?"
" Dad, can you not mention his name to me, It just..."
" That's good that you don't care because he came to my house today and I gave him the beating of his life. I almost killed him but he's passed out for now, I'll continue when he..."
" PA? is he okay? Why did you do that Pa, you don't know this but he might look strong but is actually really weak and fragile and needs proper care. You have to take care of him. Did he bleed much... Oh I know he did he's...."
" Rain, I thought you didn't care about him at all so..."
" I don't but I did love him at some point so it's okay to care about him."
" Okay, I'll make sure to get the best doctors to treat him."
" And don't give him sugar, he rarely takes it. And make sure there's a lot of vegetables and beef in his diet. If not that I was too far away I would have..."
" Taken care of him yourself? Rain, you can't fool me. It's clear you really like this person so just move on with whatever was the problem before."
" I don't think I can dad. I'll get back to you, just take good care of him for me. It will be much appreciated."
" Okay. I'm hanging up now.
Rain called everyday for the time being Phayu was in the house. He was up to speed with everything and when he found out Phayu was leaving he got a bit sad. For the time being he was allowed to be in his life and he liked it, but reality kicked back.

Rain's father sat Phayu down the day he was supposed to leave and asked him " are you willing to find my son?"
" Yes I am, desperately even."
" I won't have done this if I had known you were this kind of person but my son loves you so here goes nothing. You'll work at my branch in England as a manager. Rain will be meeting you in seven days time, he pushed his trip forward because of somethings involving your health so he won't be returning immediately. I want you to settle in because you'll be living together. I want to give you both this opportunity to settle all grievances between the both of you and move forward. There's another apartment if you're not capable of staying together. I'm sorry but this is the best I can do."
Phayu thanked Rain's dad and went to get his travelling arrangements but Mr Type called him back, gave the visa to him and said, " you leave tomorrow. It's a first class flight. Spend your time wisely." Phayu nodded and took the visa and left to get packing. He was going to let everything and everyone that bothered him to be in the past. He chased his past so much that he didn't look like he had a future or even wanted one. They had both hurt each other immeasurable and some were more painful than the others but he couldn't see himself being happy without Rain in it.
Rain sat at his balcony. He had been stressed previously in the day but he was so worried about Phayu he couldn't sleep. Wanting to know what he was doing, how he was faring which was certainly not good. He thought about all the possibilities in his head then the tears rolled down. It had been six or more months of constant tears. He didn't think his love was that deep but now he just couldn't live without him. He thought he would heal completely but he didn't. He had earlier though love would get better or he would find someone better, better than Phayu? Was that even a possibility? He was stuck. He thought he could date in Turkey but found himself saying tomorrow I'll go out, tomorrow I'll meet someone new. Tomorrow I'll go to a club or a bar or cafe. Tomorrow turned to six months. He couldn't bring himself to doing it. That was the chokehold Phayu had on him. In one part of his mind he would have stayed.

Prapai was now able to focus on work. It was hectic but he managed to get his head back in the game. The staffs noticed this change and were delighted. It didn't take long before information got to him that Sky was doing missions for Taytie. The reason why was really unknown. Off was pretty great at his job to Pai's amazement. His sister was right about him. But he wanted to know quicker. He couldn't go to Taytie so he worked hard on getting a reputation that would be his because he wanted to be able to protect Sky when he returned. He was so confident in his love for Sky. He was not ready to give it up. He assumed Sky just wanted to give them time or maybe he believed it was for the best but it really wasn't.
Sky had a change of thought too. His missions were usually very intimate. For information he could sleep with anyone shamelessly but now he felt it was disgusting. He couldn't even bring himself to go to anyone's room. It was all pretend before but now that he had Pai and experienced what it was like to be faithful. He really couldn't go back so when he returned and the first mission was to get information from a conglomerate chief. He got close to him enough to sleep with him. He gave him a massage as he sat down. He felt like puking. He suppressed it until the man took off his shirt. Sky ran go the restroom and vomited. When he got out he looked at the naked man lying on the bed. Sky audibly gasped. He couldn't hold back and laughed. He picked up his suit and threw it at the man "put your clothes back on sir!"
" Why ?am I not to your liking? I have a lot of money. One night with me and you're made for life."
Sky put his hand over his mouth. He was going to laugh out loud in a way that would come off as disrespectful
" If you see the man I left for all of this. You would curse me and I am already cursing myself so... I have gotten the information I wanted, no need to sleep with you. Good bye sir." Sky turned to leave. The man rushed at him, trying to force his way by pulling down Sky's trousers. Sky turned because his hair was being held from behind and grabbed the man's balls causing him to fall to his knees. He touched a pressure point and he was automatically weak. Sky looked at him still holding onto his balls.
" This... This is what you call game. I think I got it real good from one person that you are a size zero in comparison. So keep your nothing to your self." The man was screaming in agonizing pain. He had two more missions to go. He called Taytie
" I rather commit a felony than sleep with anyone again so my missions on seduction days are over."
" But I'm sure you give it to Prapai freely." Sky scoffed " well if you had seen it, I'm sure you'll pay him to be inside you too. I'm hanging up."

Seven days came quickly and he left to London. On getting to the house the first person to open the door was Phayu.
" Hi, I'm sorry, the traffic was really bad." Rain said looking at his luggages.
" I'm sorry too that I opened too late..."he wasn't talking about the door.
" You didn't I..." Rain looked up to see Phayu. He stumbled backwards and landed on his backside. Phayu tried to reach out but the luggages were in front of him so he reached out too late. Rain stared and so did Phayu.
" Why are you here?" Rain asked still sitting on the pavement.
" I came to get what's mine." Phayu said reaching out his hand.