DANGEROUSLY

Just to Have You

" I've accepted everything. You being mad at me and me not taking into consideration your feelings. I'm really sorry Sky. That day I panicked, I couldn't believe anything but the evidence was there. After I left, I wanted to return. I couldn't believe I did that. In my mind, I desperately wanted you to follow me, to get up from the bed and tell me it wasn't so, but you didn't move, you just lay there. That was what triggered me to leave. I thought you didn't love me anymore and didn't want to be with me. I thought you had already closen Payu over me and it broke me inside. Sky I want to make it up to you, to the best of my ability. Wrap you so much in my love that it becomes impossible for you to escape . I want to learn to trust you, believe everything you say no questions asked. I want to be that boyfriend to you."
" And what makes you think I'll accept you back?"
" Your eyes, Sky your eyes can never lie. They tell me what I need to know and how to act around you. But st that particular Time, they were full and unresponsive."
" And what are they saying now?" Sky looked up at Pai who leaned in closer
" I... Want you." Sky moved back a bit.
" Isn't that what you want, or you're just saying random things?" Pai moved in closer causing Sky to flinch a bit
" Time will tell." Before Sky could protest Pai took him to the bathroom and took off his clothes one after the other and placed him in the bath tub. He had to get rid of all dirty thoughts seeping into his mind like a leaking pipe. He had to emotionally strengthen his mind and washed Sky without touching his injury. The thoughts faded to concern. He just wanted Sky to be safe. Wiping him down after much complains by Sky. Sky surrendered and let Pai do whatever. Pai went downstairs and after sometime came back with the food. Sky reached out for the tray but Pai stopped him. There was a sofa in the room so he directed Sky to sit on it as he came behind him with the meal. He sat and fed him. Sky let himself be helpless. He was only ever vulnerable to Prapai. He hated it but felt he could trust him wholeheartedly. After he was done, he brought the salve and applied it on his back. Sky couldn't help but feel so warm inside. He turned around and for the first time since the incident he hugged Pai. Pai was shocked as it was truly unexpected but not Sky. He had a plan and he was going to execute it to the latter. Pai let his head rest on Sky's neck. He'd missed this too. They spent the whole day talking about how much they missed each other and what the other person had been up to.
Sky joked that he hadn't been up to much because he was in a coma but slipped in the fact that he kept dreaming of Pai
" Every night?"
" Yes every nig....."
" No not like.. you know what I mean right?"
Pai went in for a warm hug. It was quite comforting to know that Sky even subconsciously had just him in his mind.
They slept in Pai's room as his reasoning was to monitor Sky.
The next day they went for the doctor's check up and Sky was truly getting better. He was alone with the doctor and asked her to do him a favour. She immediately understood the assignment and when Pai came inside she asked that they step aside for a moment
" I have some good news and some bad news, what do you want to hear first?"
" Tell me anyone, I can take it"
" Okay, the bad news is that he still needs tender loving care to get by and..."
" That's not a problem, I'll be in charge of that." For someone Sky had said would be difficult, the nurse couldn't help but blush. They were really cute together
" And the good news?" Pai asked impatiently
" He can have a full body bath now by himself." Pai's face dropped
" Please don't tell him that yet. I'll do it myself"
" Okay."
They both went back home feeling ecstatic. Sky whinned that he wanted to go to a bar, he wasn't going to drink but just needed to see people. Pai oblige, this was going to be the worst decision he made in recent times.
Sky went into his closet and brought out the hottest outfit he could find. There was just something about him and white free button down transparent shirts. He rarely wore in his day to day life. After picking it up, he discovered it wasn't as spicy as he wanted it to be and checked further. There he saw an outfit still in it's packed form. It's been years he bought the outfit but it had been sitting domant and untouched for so long, when he initially got it, the intent was to wear it to a show but he never got the opportunity because he had work to do. Right now, Pai was as important as the occasion. He took a deep exhale and tore the wrap off. Seeing it, he knew why he got it in the first place. It was daring and he wanted to live off the edge once. He brought it out, took off the shirt and put it on. It was a short sleeve that has an opened back with crystal for straps at the back. It left nothing to the imagination. Sky gave himself a pep talk before he put it on
" For a mini revenge. For a mini revenge...." He said this over and over again. He wore the sparkly pants and he was ready. He wanted to head out the door but remembered he had forgotten something. He sprayed a perfume. He bought it for a purpose back then too. Applied lip gloss and was ready to go.
Pai waited downstairs impatiently. There were so many times he wanted to go up to check on Sky but he knew he needed to give him privacy. His obsession was Sky needed to be put on a back peddle he thought before Sky came out. Pai's mouth was on the floor. As Sky walked closer to him, he couldn't help himself as his body vibrated and his heart beat faster. Sky on a regular day was really handsome but him with this outfit was breathtaking. Sky saw the look in Pai's eyes. The look of possession and he was going to use this to his advantage.
Pai took off his jacket and tried to slip it on Sky to cover his shoulders and slender arms. Sky looked at him and brushed off with the excuse that Pai had seen him naked, it wasn't his shoulders that would drive him insane. Pai clinched his fists. He was rethinking that they stayed at home. He wanted to keep this gem for his eyes only. On getting to the bar, it didn't take too long for Sky to get the wanted attention he sought for as people were randomly passing by their table, ignoring Pai and just gushing about him. One was bold enough to buy drinks courtesy of his table. Pai didn't let that slide and got drinks for that entire table as an appreciation and underlying warning. One because so brave and asked Sky to dance. Pai assumed he would turn him down but Sky didn't and went with.  Pai's jealousy overflowed Sky looked at him from the side of his eyes pretending not to see him. The reaction he wanted, he got and even more so because Pai gulped down a drink and got up heading for the dance floor. With a swoop he pushed the other guy, held Sky on the waist, pointed at himself and said Mine!