Letters for you

To Ethan 30th June 2015

I never thought I'd was going to write to you. It's nothing personal it's just I've only known you for 5 days, and I still know nothing about you. Now what happened on Friday is the only thing I'm thinking of because you know.

I didn't want to tell you, you aren't supposed to know, but you were there it just happened. It so stupid as well because the people I know, I can't trust, and they know nothing about me and you're some stranger who knows one of my deepest secrets. I haven't seen you since but I just want you to not tell anyone. Please don't mess this up for me.

This was supposed to be for the people who I love or hate but you're neither, you're just a stranger in my life holding one of my darkest secrets. I guess we'll never know if we would have been good friend because now you're just someone I have to be friends with, to never get on your bad side.

I'll just look at you and not see you as a person, just someone who has more control over my life then I do at times.

Now it's Monday and I saw you again. I don't know if you're acting as if you don't know or if you don't remember. Either way you saw me cry again.

If I was you I would leave me alone because I'm poison, and you'll end up broken or breaking me.

How stupid am I to cry over the past and the present when the future could be worse.

From the girl with the secret.