Letters for you

To Sister2 29th July

You probably hate me, you always have.

I never really understood why I had this hatred for you, because you weren't that bad. I came to the conclusion that it was either because you remind me of her (my bully) or myself.

You were the girl with all the friends who thought it was fun to pick on people, to spread rumours. I couldn't stand living with a copycat of my bully.

You were also the girl who thought yourself as stupid and useless. I couldn't stand to see myself in you know that you might be just like me.

I remember you saying how you didn't fit in, how you weren't special or normal.

I'm sorry that I treated you so wrong but you didn't treat me well.

You made fun of me when I told you I got bullied, you think I'm some monster just waiting to attack you.

I guess I'm writing this letter for you to not turn out like me or my bully. Trust me it's no fun being me and if you turn out a bully you're going to be one of the reasons for someone's tragic backstory.

I'm sorry you got me for a sister, you deserve someone who could have looked after you, helped you; someone who wasn't me.

So now I'm gone please forgive me.

From your stupid bigger sister.