Not a good life

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"But why doesn't Charlie understand that it's all useless?" - Angel asked in his usual tone

"She believes that there is good in everything, she doesn't see things as they are" - I replied, continuing to tende of the bar

"If Cherry finds out we're all screwed, you have no idea how she'll get pissed."

"Your friend needs to calm down, it's no one's fault if he died" - I replied - "And in any case she didn't even liked him before he sacrificed himself, she didn't consider him in the slightest"

Angel turned with a seductive look towards me -"Well it seems you have more in common than you think kitty"

I looked at him annoyed

"Think about it, you also tried to resist me, but it's not possible, no one can resist me, I mean... look at this!" - he told me, fixing his chest fur, making it more voluminous

"Stop it Angel, it's different"

"How should it be?"

"I'm working on myself and I'm making improvements, I assure you, it's not easy" - I replied melancholy

"Husk?"-His voice was back to normal, no longer brazen as usual-"Can I ask you a question?"

"If you want to ask me to fuck you the answer is no" - I tried to play it down because I knew that what he was about to ask me was quite serious

"No, it's not that and fuck you anyway!"- he paused -"Why is it so hard for you..? To...ehm...you know...?"

"Trust everyone?" I asked

"Also, but that wasn't what I wanted to say, but yes I think you can tell me this too..as long as you feel like it"

"Kid, the things you go through change you... let's just say I haven't had a good life" – I replied without going into too much detail; I knew I would make myself vulnerable and I didn't feel ready to be vulnerable in front of anyone yet

"I don't think any of us had it in this shitty place" – he joked

"Pfff! Let's hear...how was your life?"- I mocked him

"I need some drinks to talk about this, can you make me one?"- He said to me, looking at the counter

"I want one too hahaha"- Nifty shouted..I completely forgot she was there

"Aaaand also a little privacy" – said Angel referring to his previous statement

I made a couple of drinks for the spider demon, grabbed a bottle of liquor for myself and a few beers to share, and we went upstairs.

"Your room or mine?"- I asked

"We can go to my room, since you seem to like it a lot.."- he replied

"Stop it, idiot"– I scolded him jokingly

We went to his room and started drinking, we were tipsy, but not drunk. We talked about this and that, laughing and joking for hours and we spent just as many time kissing.

"SOOOO..so you want to know a little about me huh?"- he said

"I'm all ears Legs"- I smiled at him

"Well then, listen to this" - he prepared to tell his story - "You know very well that I am a famous porn actor now, that I bang dozens of people a day, that I am highly appreciated for giving blowjobs..."

"Are you trying to make me jealous?"- I interrupted him

"AHAHAH let me finish!" - he replied - "Well in life I wasn't like that, I've never slept with anyone!"

I started laughing -"WHAT? you? the biggest nymphomaniac I know had never slept with anyone before he died? Impossible!"

"I swear to you" – he continued laughing – "Do you think that in the 40s fags like me were welcomed HAHAH?"

It wasn't so funny anymore.

"Angel...is this why you've never been with anyone?"- I asked

"I didn't say that" - he became more serious - "When I was 18 I was daiting a boy from my town, he was my first kiss, we were always walking hand in hand" - he paused - "He was from a good family , educated, I loved when he read books to me"

I saw him hesitant, with shining eyes, I thought it was a good thing he was opening up, I took his hand to reassure him.

He took courage and continued: "Then one day, while we were kissing outside a cinema after our date, I felt myself been ​​pulled by the arm" - I could see the tears accumulating in his eyes - "It was my father...he dragged me home and god only knows how many beatings I got that evening... I never saw him again, he prevented me from seeing him again."

"Fuck Angel.."- I held him close to me -"I'm sorry.. you didn't deserve this shit, your father was really.."- I held back

"An asshole?"- he took the words out of my mouth

"A thing like that"

He smiled at me, I held him close to me, until I felt his heart start beating at a normal rhythm again. We heard a lot of noise in the living room, we quickly left the room and went downstairs: Charlie and Vaggie were back.

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