secreto de amor . (SLOW UPDATES FR)

chapter 18

[ smut warning 🔞 ]

friday night/early saturday morning

after your conversation with tia, the night went on and connie hadn't come by like he said but you didn't think it would be way after midnight before he called you. you woke up slowly out your sleep to answer his call to let him in. luckily jean was asleep so he couldn't complain about him coming too late. you let him in and immediately led him to your room and closed and locked the door.

"why you lock me in? tryna kidnap me?"

"nobody is tryna kidnap you." connie took off his crocs and got on your bed, he scooted over so you could get on the bed too.

"how was work?" he asked as he placed your legs on his lap and rubbed them softly.

"it was good. how was work n stuff for you?" connie shrugged.

"normal. i know my check gon be fat tho..." connie was thinking about doing something special for you to make the relationship official but he hadn't came up with any ideas yet.

"oh? that's good. i get paid soon too, happy for that. i wanna buy a mannequin head so i can start practicing braiding."

"why wait? i'll get it for you—"

"no."

"why not? why you don't like when people do stuff for you?"

"cause i don't think it's genuine. zay bought me a lot of stuff but he wanted all that shit back when we broke up."

"okay but everyone is not your ex." connie was right. he proved to be way different but you didn't wanna let your guard all the way down if there was no guarantee you wouldn't be hurt again. "i'll do anything for you, y/n. you deserve it."

you looked down and played with your fingers. "he said that too." connie rolled his eyes and pulled you into his lap.

"man fuck him. do i need to buss a cap in his ass for you? for you to forget about him and focus on me?" you looked into his hazel eyes and scanned his face, wondering how many beautiful freckles he had.

"you don't need to go to jail for me."

"i would. i'd do anything for you." you looked away but he swept a finger under your chin to redirect your attention to him.

"you mean it?" your voice was shaky and you knew you were about to cry but didn't know why. connie knew it too and kissed your lips.

"of course...let me show you." connie tapped his thigh, wanting you to put your other leg over his lap and straddle him. "so pretty..." his hands wrapped around your waist as his lips littered kisses all over your neck and collarbone. it was only natural for your arms to find their way around his neck, allowing him to explore your body. connie tugged at your shirt, wanting to take it off but he didn't know how that would make you feel.

"can i?" you nodded and connie pulled your shirt off over your head almost immediately, letting your breasts fall. connie continued kissing and lightly nipping at your skin and kissed your breasts for a bit before swirling his tongue around your nipples and taking them into his mouth. it wasn't necessarily what connie was doing, it was how he did it. he handled you with such delicacy, like he was careful of hurting you. that part was turning you on and making you comfortable and the next thing you knew, you were sloppily kissing a connie without his shirt and pants.

the two of you pulled away, left nearly breathless and connie with a raging erection. you looked at it and looked back up at him.

connie knew what you were asking but he also knew you didn't have experience and lust was leading the both of you.