secreto de amor . (SLOW UPDATES FR)

chapter 31

december

after losing your virginity, you and connie began fucking like rabbits. whenever the two of you had some time to yourselves, it almost never went without him being inside of you. if you were at the apartment and no one was home, connie was fucking you. if you were out together, connie was fucking you in his car and sometimes you didn't mind if it was in your car either. but if you went to connie's or stayed the night, it was a given that the two of you couldn't keep your hands off each other. this also made it hard to hide from your brother that things between you and connie were more intimate than he thought.

the only person who knew was tia, but you told tia everything so she barely counted.

"i told you a long time ago not to lose your virginity because once you start, you not gonna want to—"

"stop... i know but—"

"you love him and whatever but make good decisions. you're gonna be forever soul-tied to this man and we would do some pretty reckless things for love. and don't forget what happened last time." you mentally cursed tia for bringing up your last relationship but she was right. you were in love with your ex but that was what blinded you for a while until you reached your end. but you didn't wanna reach an end with connie.

"and connie isn't even your boyfriend yet, right?" he wasn't but that was the last thing on your mind. if he didn't ask you yet, you weren't gonna think about it.

"no...but i'm not gonna be looking for him to ask, i'll only disappoint myself if he doesn't."

"do you even want a relationship?" that was a good question. sure you wanted one but you didn't just want one for the sake of saying it.

"yeah but i don't want it if i'm not sure if the dude really loves me."

"i can see connie loves you. maybe a bit sooner than i thought but he does. so maybe you'll know for sure whenever he decides to ask you. because i know he'll ask."

"yeah maybe." you weren't pressed, if he asked you, that was cool. if he didn't, that was also okay. "anyway, when do you find out the sex of the baby?" tia's eyes light up whenever anyone asks about her baby.

"omg in a few weeks! me and kaden are so excited. what do you think it'll be? i don't know...i'm so nervous tho."

"maybe...a girl? since you and kaden both have more girls in your families than boys." during tia's yapping sessions, she told you that kaden has older sisters and he's the youngest and only boy amongst his siblings. but he doesn't act like a normal "youngest sibling" because he isn't bratty.

"that does make sense. if the baby's a girl, i'm naming her alessia." she looked so proud. "do you have any more suggestions tho?"

"aura. i've never seen that name on a girl before and it's short and sweet."

"omg...what if her middle name is alessia? like her name would be aura alessia williams."

"your last name?" tia nodded.

"um yeah? i'm not married to him and she won't get his name until he marries me." you thought about how more women should think like her.

"i know that's right. but yeah that name is beautiful. what if the baby is a boy?"

"hmm... maybe kameron? with a k so they can at least match because he's getting my last name too."

"what about twins?" tia looked at you as if that was completely impossible.

"i'm not having no twins."

"you never know." after spending time with tia, you went back home to jean cooking.