Bad and British [H.S] *EDITED*

Chapter 37 *EDITED*

Katie's P.O.V

~ 4 Months later ~

Zayn and I are very happy together, The next morning, zayn asks me to be his girlfriend, and I said yes.

he is amazing, very amazing. He sleeps with me. He stays with me, almost every time. He loves me, I love him.. so we are better off together.

These past months my mind has been telling me about harry, about how I can't break his heart, how I can't fall for zayn, How harry still cares about me, how he loves me, how he apologizes me for his mistakes.. is just taking over me.

Sometimes I feel like my mind is telling me the truth about harry like he loves me, he still cares about me.... about how I love him.

Zayn just went to his friend because he was having trouble making his girlfriend forgive him.. So zayn went there.

Hey! zayn is a love expert.

My phone lights up I pick up the phone and it's a message from Zayn The Sexy God.

From: Zayn: Hey love..

To: Zayn: hi

From: zayn: I won't be home for few days alright?

wait what?

To: zayn: why?

From: Zayn: My mom needs to see me, so I'm flying back to New York.

To: Zayn: oh so you are in the plane?..

From: Zayn: yes

To: Zayn: and how did the things went with your friend and his girlfriend?

From: Zayn: Good, But she broke so many things.. it felt like I'm in a hell.

To: Zayn: lol

From: Zayn: I love you too.

To: Zayn: but I didn't said I love you.

From: Zayn: I know, but sometimes LOL means Lots Of Love..

To: Zayn: idiot..

From: Zayn: love you too..

I laughed.

From: Zayn: Babe! I love you!

To: Zayn: you are my Bae..

From: Zayn: I need to go.. bye love. I'll call you as soon as I reach New York.

To: zayn: Bye..

I put my phone back on the table.

My thoughts flies back to harry... again. what would he be doing right now? Does he care about me? does he really love me? does Melissa know about it? How do harry and Garfield know each other? Where is Gemma? why does harry not talk about his past? What the hell is going on?

I don't love harry! hell no! I mean yes, I did fall for him but he killed my mom.. wait... no he did not. I hate him. I hate myself.

You love Harry, you really do.

"I don't!" I yell.

yes you do! You love him, that's why you can't get him out of me..