⁎𝔗𝔥𝔢 𝔗𝔯𝔲𝔱𝔥 𝔇𝔬𝔢𝔰𝔫'𝔱 𝔍𝔲𝔰𝔱 𝔙𝔞𝔫𝔦𝔰𝔥⁎

𝐭𝐰𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐲 𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐞 : 𝐈'𝐥𝐥 𝐁𝐞 𝐘𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐒𝐢𝐥𝐯𝐞𝐫, 𝐘𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐏𝐥𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐮𝐦, 𝐘𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐆𝐨𝐥𝐝

𝐡𝐞𝐧𝐫𝐲

"And I loved you since the first time you told me to watch my language," she teased, smiling up at me. I grinned down at her, leaning in to kiss her softly. "Get some rest, okay? You've got a big day tomorrow."

"I will. Thank you for. . . for everything," she said, her voice barely above a whisper. I caressed her cheek, feeling the smooth skin beneath my fingertips.

I got up but she pulled my arm, "Stay. You don't have to drive back to your place now. You can just sleep here. It's more comfortable." She smiled up at me, her eyes sparkling.

I hesitated for a moment, glancing at the bed, then back at her. "Okay. Just until I need to leave in the morning to send the kids to school."

I got in bed with her and I spooned her, my body pressed against hers. I could feel her heartbeat, fast and steady against my chest. I kissed her shoulder and then her neck, trailing soft kisses down her skin. She arched into me, letting out a soft moan. I smiled in the darkness and continued to kiss her, my hands exploring her body, learning every curve and contour. She felt so good in my arms, so fucking right.

As the hours passed, I drifted off to sleep, still holding her close. In my dreams, I saw us together, flying through the sky in the cockpit of a plane, laughing and joking. We landed on a deserted island, the sand warm and golden beneath our feet. The ocean glistened in the distance, the waves crashing against the shore. We made love under the stars, our bodies moving together in perfect harmony. I know it's stupid. Shut the fuck up.

When I woke up, sunlight streamed through the window, casting a warm glow across the room. Billie was still asleep, her head resting on my chest, one arm draped over my stomach. Her hair was a tangle of curls across the pillow, and her lips were slightly parted, her breath soft and rhythmic against my skin. I smiled down at her, tracing a finger along her jawline, feeling the warmth of her skin beneath my touch.

Rose came in and her jaw dropped, and she ran over, coming back with Alex. They ran and jumped onto the bed, squealing, hugging her. I laughed, kissing her head and then looked at them, "Guys, we're going to need some more space here." They looked at each other and grinned, nodding. "Then I sleep on you and Alex sleeps on mommy!"

Billie stirred in her sleep, letting out a contented sigh. Her body was warm and soft against mine, and I couldn't help but breathe in the scent of her shampoo, feeling a wave of comfort wash over me. I glanced over at the clock, realizing that we had slept in much later than I'd intended. I should probably get up soon and make sure the kids were ready for school.

"It's 7. You guys need to get ready for school." I said and Alex jumped into Billie's arms. "Okay but then tell us both why were you two cuddling? Hm hm?" Rose asked and Billie chuckled, hugging Alex.

"Because we want to cuddle, silly." Billie smiled at her, her cheeks flushed. "Now go get dressed and brush your teeth." The kids nodded and scrambled out of bed, gathering their clothes and toiletries. As they got ready, I watched Billie from the corner of my eye, admiring the way she interacted with them. There was a natural ease to her motherhood, a grace that came from both experience and genuine affection.

I wrapped my arms around her and rested my chin on her shoulder. "I don't wanna rush you into anything. But just know that, I love you."

"I love you too," she said, her voice quiet but steady.

We finished getting the kids ready and made sure they had everything they needed for school. I sent them off and then came back to Billie's place and went upstairs, seeing her pack her stuff.

"What time do you need to be at the airport?"

She paused, her hands frozen on the zipper of her suitcase. "A, do not fucking scare me like that ever again and B the flight's at 5 p.m. so it's best if I'm there by three. I'm just gonna have to leave my car here for a few days until I get back." She smiled at me, trying to make light of the situation. "It'll be fine. I mean, I've been gone before. I've- I've flew a plane with- J-Jesse before." She said and her eyes started to water.

I hugged her and she sobbed into my chest. "I'm getting so emotional these days."

"I know, baby. I know." I kissed the top of her head and held her close. "Look, I'll be here for you whenever you need me. And we'll figure this out. We'll get through it together."

She kissed my chest, her eyes still red from crying. "I know, I know I do. I'm sorry."

"You don't have to be sorry. Now c'mon let's get you something to eat."

She smiled and I tickled her, making her laugh. I tickled her hard and she was squirming on the bed, dying out of laughter. I kissed her nose and she smiled up at me. "Is it over?"

"Nope." I said and tickled her even more and her shorts were short short and I could see her red lacy underwear. She was so fucking beautiful. She gasped for air and I stopped. "Sorry. You're too easy." I kissed her forehead and she smiled, still a little breathless.

We went downstairs and made ourselves some breakfast, chatting and laughing like bitches.

I felt a sense of peace wash over me, knowing that even though the circumstances were far from ideal, I had found someone who understood me on a deeper level than anyone else. I couldn't help but wonder what the future held for us, but for now, I was content just being with her.

"I'll miss you."

"I'll miss you too but I'll be back. Just take care of the kiddos." She smiled and took a sip of her coffee.

She got up and I playfully whistled looking at her ass. "Mmm, you look good." I said as she rolled her eyes and kissed me. I pulled her onto my lap and she straddled me, her hands on my shoulders. "You're making this really hard to leave." She laughed softly, her breath warm against my skin.

I took her hand in mine and kissed her palm, my heart feeling heavy in my chest. "I'm gonna miss you like crazy." I said, my voice barely above a whisper. She leaned in and kissed me softly, her lips warm and familiar. "I'll be back before you know it, okay?"

"Fuck me hard before you go." She whispered against my lips, her hands sliding up to my neck, her nails scratching lightly. My heart raced as I felt the need to be inside her, to feel her skin against mine, to know that we'd had this one last moment together. I lifted her up, her legs wrapping around my waist, and carried her to the bedroom, setting her down on the bed.

𝖙𝖔 𝖇𝖊 𝖈𝖔𝖓𝖙𝖎𝖓𝖚𝖊𝖉

A/N : Y'all ain't mad right? Hahah.