After breakfast I tried thanking dem and leeving but dey stop me, why? "Leo, your too little to be alone right now stay for a while until you're feeling bigger" Jason softly says grabbing my hand gently and softly pulling me with him to the living room where Xavier was sat on the couch still topless, and sitting me next to him before settling next to me.
I was starting to feel clearer and more awake but still not fully back to normal, "Jason" I whisper "yes hun?" He replies smiling and leaning closer to me and I can't help but become even more conscious of his and Xavier's topless states "why.....why are you and Xavier doing this" I ask looking away to my hands fiddling with them to avoid staring at his defined abs and chest "doing what hun?" He asks confused, "um having me over for meals and....not letting me go home alone because I'm 'too little' as you call it" I reply anxiously, my trust issues were coming up and I feared he would give me an answer I didn't want to hear, like wanting to fuck me, or wanting to test out a threesome.
"Oh, that, well you seem to be more aware now so how about we explain some stuff, right babe" he says asking Xavier for assurance "yeah I think that's needed right now" Xavier replies shifting slightly so he's facing us a bit more making his knee sit against mine and I immediately tense up conscious of making any movement ,and he sets his hand on my thigh low near my knee "relax Leo, no need to tense up" he smiles gently and my chest tightens but my body against my will relaxed slightly, why is my body obeying him, why do I want to please them so bad, why am I sitting between, them letting them get so close to me, I had learnt my lesson, why was I ignoring everything I learnt from my past relationship.
"Leo" my face is gently grabbed and turned towards Xavier, pulling me out of my mini mental breakdown "yeah?" I reply quietly "why are you so nervous?" He inquires, I try to pull my face away to look at my hands "answer me Leo" he presses and Jason leans closer too "honey we need to know what's going on in your head" he gently says, I can't tell them, it's so pathetic, I don't want them to know, I don't want to....to want them as bad as I do "I should leave" I whisper shutting my eyes feeling overwhelmed "I need to leave" I slowly reach my hand up to his wrist trying to pull it away from my face, but it doesn't budge as they silently gaze at me questioningly.
A few moments later he lets my face go, and I slowly open my eyes and glance at both of their faces to see, not disappointed but worry and slight sadness, and that only increases the overstimulation, I quickly get up "I'm sorry" I say quietly before speed walking away and out of their house, and just making it into my house before slamming the door and locking it and breaking down on the floor crying, why do I feel this way, why is this so confusing, why do I want them more than I've ever wanted anybody, they already have each other, I'm all alone, I don't like being alone, being alone scary.
I lay on the floor my head all fuzzy again shaking and crying "why me, i alone, why alone" I whimper quietly hugging myself tightly before knocking at the door scares me and I cry louder, "no no no no I deserve it I deserve alone, I bad, I ruin it" I whimper "LEO, open this door right now" Xaviers voice is loud and stern through the door and I find my self slowly moving towards my door before stopping, "no no no NO, stop it, I don't want, I scared, I need....." I trail off not knowing what I need, I needed something but couldn't figure out what it was "I need..." I trail off again quieter "you need us baby, you need daddies" Jason says loud but gentle "cmon honey open the door and we'll make it all better" he continues and I'm finally right by the door.
"I need daddies?" I ask confused "yes baby boy you need daddies, we can help you" Xavier speaks this time and my hand reaches towards the lock slowly unlocking the door and it's pushed open gently as Xavier takes me in his arms holding me desperately by the nape of my neck, and all my worries slowly drift away from the tight hold on my nape as Jason is pressed against my back whispering sweet nothings into my ear "I shouldn't" I whisper more to myself "shouldn't what honey" Jason asks leaning his head onto the back of mine "I can't" I reply, "Leo you can, we need you to talk to us to be able to solve whatever's going on" Xavier says pressing on my nape.
And apparently that was enough for me to pour my heart out to them and tell them everything I went through, the relationship, being left behind, being blamed, being unable to care for myself, slowly starving myself by accident, self harm, everything. And in return they explained how it isn't meant to be like that, and that it was just and unfortunate relationship with an incapable dom, and how I seem to have 'little' behavior, and in turn they also explained something called ddlb which stood for daddy dom little boy, and that sometimes little boys are unable to care for themselves and need help from their.....daddy.
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Daddies (bxbxb)
RomanceLeo a submissive with self harm habits is unhappy in his current relationship with a dom and two other subs due to mental changes that are happening to him which caused him to start acting out a lot towards his current dominant, which then prompts t...
