It's been 2 months since the break up, I haven't been in sub space or that weird headspace I used to get into since, I changed almost everything about me, my attitude my body my style, I started working out like crazy to keep my mind off things and the results did not disappoint, I got a bunch of tattoos whenever I felt depressed I dress sexier and more business now seeing as I have my own car dealership company now that brought in more money than I could ever use up.
So all in all I'm not the same person I was back then, my self harm is down to a minimum only when I'm very very desperate, getting tattoos helped with that they hurt and felt tender for a few days after so it would stop me from needing to cut, I like myself now, but there's nothing I miss more than submitting, I wanted to be taken care of, but I'm not going to, I can't put myself in that type of situation, I won't trust anyone again, I'm all I need, or atleast that's what I tell me self.
I'm moving out of the hotel today I found a penthouse in a big building near my company it has great amenities a big gym and outdoor and an indoor big swimming pools, a hot tub on the rooftop as well as a great seating area with a great vibe near the hot tub, the penthouse is fully furnished and was professionally cleaned yesterday to prepare for me to move in today, I packed all my stuff at the hotel as well as everything I purchased since the break up and got help moving my stuff to my jeep yep I also have a car and licence now, and going on my way to the new house.
I get settled in before getting dressed in some sweats and a white tight tank top and making my way to the gym and getting started on a hard and long work out.
POV CHANGE: Jason's pov
I just got done cleaning up the house waiting for my boyfriend Xavier to come home from work, I usually stay home while he goes to work but we switch every once in a while and I don't mind.
"Hey babe" I whip my head around to see Xavier dressed in his black suit looking as sexy as ever and I walk over to him wrapping my arms around his neck and kissing him deeply "I missed you" I whisper against his lips, "I missed you more honey" he growls out shoving his head in my neck breathing in, anyone else would've thought that he's being aggressive but he's not he's just a little rough around the edges, suddenly a moan breaks out of my mouth, Xavier was kissing and biting at my neck "hey! No we're supposed to go workout now!" I exclaim trying to get out of his tight hold "can't it wait a little" he groans out biting some more "nope you promised" I deadpan, he groans before dragging his feet to the bedroom to get changed, I'm a bit of health freak, not that either of us need it we're both perfectly fit and muscular but I like to keep a healthy routine.
I follow Xavier into the room to get changed only to be met with the sex god body of his as he tied his sweats waist band shirt less and his tattoos scattered along his tan skin and his muscles and abs flexed and tensed as he moved "hmmm now that's a sight I like" I hummed out only to be met with a deep voiced chuckle "get changed before I change my mind and get into bed" he chuckles out "mhm yeah sure" I reply still a bit dazed before getting dressed in some sweats and a compression tshirt, as he pulls a black tank top over his head.
We make our way to the gym only to be met with the cutest sexiest boy I've ever seen in my life, he had his headphones on as he worked out on an arm machine, he's very small and lean but his muscles obviously showed as the flexed and relaxed "like what you see do you" I'm snapped out of my daze by Xavier's whisper and I just silently nod in awe "don't you?" I whisper back as I turn to look at his face only to see him also being dazed in awe " I'm guessing you do" I chuckle "yeah, yeah I do" he groans quietly in a strained deep voice.
POV CHANGE: Xavier's pov
god damn that boy is fucking angelic, with his dark hair, his thin muscular body his pale skin that's scattered with tattoos, and as my eyes gaze lower on his arms I see some scars, but somehow it only makes him seem more beautiful, a fucking angel. I'm pulled away by Jason as he hands me my towel and walks away to the treadmill and I get started on lifting weights but both of us couldn't keep from glancing at him every few seconds, he was so focused he didn't notice we even walked in, we were the only people in the gym just us and him.
I groan trying to focus on the workout before my thoughts take a dirty turn and I get a hard on, soon after he seems to be done with his workout and both me and Jason watch as he wipes his towel at his neck and collarbones wiping at his shiny slick skin and pop there it is a raging boner and I'm guessing Jason is on the same boat as me, as he goes to walk out his eyes flicker in our direction and I see his eyes barely widen and he seems dazed his eyes flickering between me and Jason as he continued walking until he was out of sight.
Jason walked over "he was looking at us, you think he's interested??" He says curiously as I shrug in response "maybe, maybe not, I'm not sure jace", Jace was my nickname for him.
First meeting pretty exciting.......hope you enjoyed
YOU ARE READING
Daddies (bxbxb)
Storie d'amoreLeo a submissive with self harm habits is unhappy in his current relationship with a dom and two other subs due to mental changes that are happening to him which caused him to start acting out a lot towards his current dominant, which then prompts t...
