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I Will Not Bow

*ASHTON'S CHILDHOOD*

"YOU ARE NOTHING BUT A BITCH"

"OH THAT'S RICH SAYS THE FUCKING CHEATER"

As they were fight i was protecting myself and my half siblings. I would take them out to play or out to eat. Where they wouldn't hear whats going on with mom and my stepdad.

"Ashton is mom and dad gonna be okay?" Travis asked.

"yes they're gonna be okay trav" i said

Taylor started to cry. I would understand why she would cry, I mean i hate it when my mom was fighting with my dad before he left me. We don't talk about that though.

I started to sing quietly to get their minds off of the fighting which surprisingly works.

"she sleeps alone my heart wants to come home i wish i was i wish i was beside you"

I said sang quietly. Travis felt tired to my voice i am assuming mainly because i saw him drifting off to sleep. Taylor was getting sleepy but wasn't able to sleep after she heard mom and stepdad arguing. I felt Taylor tugging at arm lightly asking for water.

"I'll go get you a cup of water don't worry." i said quietly. I got up and went downstairs where the yelling was coming from but I couldn't care less about my step father. I mean he doesn't really give a shit about me. So I'm reciprocating that with him. If he doesn't want to care about me than i don't care about him. That's just the way the world works.