Heesun au based on idol life
a change of mind in all the chaos will rewrite the entire future... And that change is gradual that you'll barely notice...
I roughly have an idea about the plot tho...
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non-con /sa
(Angst au so don't expect cute in...
"I just know only one thing I kissed you and you kissed me back... Shouldn't we find out about this together??!! "
Those words repeated in Sunoo's mind in fragments and pieces, disturbing his peace. Sunoo did really take his time thinking about the situation with Heeseung as it has already been two week since he started to ignore him again while he caught the elder striking sensual stares at him. Whenever their eyes met, Sunoo felt like disappearing from the earth cause he felt violated untouched.
Sunoo couldn't decide to just give himself up for the elder because he can foresee what's probably gonna happen. Heeseung was just attracted to him and maybe he wanted to experiment how's it with boys. In the end Sunoo will be the only one with a broken heart and he doesn't want that to come to life. Maybe he had to bear with his heart going feral for his crush for sometime and he's confident he can do that to save himself. He didn't want to build a castle of cards only to be depleted in the end.
Just as Sunoo was expecting it was like an exploratory phase to Heeseung, just him being so curious about being one with a pretty boy. He was the least bothered about the consequences he can create in the younger's life and the group. Only Sunoo was fretting about the whole situation. They were only rookies and things can go South if anyone finds out. Sunoo doesn't even trust himself as he fears his own slip of tongue and he found himself agreeing to risk things pressured by Heeseung not just days back. Heeseung was ordering him around through text messages to meet him in the unoccupied dressing room, Hee's room at the dorm, bathroom, like wherever they're secluded from the rest which he completely denied.
'Arghh... Nothing past that one make out session.' Heeseung wanted to do it badly, experiment his turn with Sunoo but Hee never thought he would be ignored like this cause he himself knows how charizzmatic and how hot he is. To his best knowledge, so far in his life both genders were head over heels for him. So this act of Sunoo hurt the heart of his ego. Hee was so disturbed thinking about all of that and was waiting in their green room for Jay as he got a personal schedule after their recording, while the rest of the members already left the venue. That's when one of the staffs of an uprising girl group approached him for filming a challenge together. Enhypen staff also agreed to it and Heeseung went with it even though he's tied up.
Sunoo wanted to be sure to give consent to someone who loves him though he enjoys what he had done with Heeseung and he's his ultimate crush, he doubted if the elder was feeling an ounce of what he's feeling. The butterflies, the heart beat ... things like that. Heeseung never initiated a conversation to get to know him more , rather he silently praised his beauty and body only. Still a part of Sunoo wanted to test his chance with the handsome boy. Sunoo was too occupied by his thoughts that he didn't see the tall figure approaching from behind.
"Boooo.. "
"Arghhhhh... Arghhh... " He screamed. His screams are so powerful that it might have shaken up the whole residency.
"Ya Nikiiii..... "
"How do you scream like that hyung... Ah haha haaa.... It's so funny... "
"Hey don't you dare tease my baby... " That was Sunghoon. Yeah things got different with Sunghoon.
There were times sunoo would spend together with Sunghoon on camera because apparently they were shipped a lot in this short span of time which excites Sunghoon to serve more content for their shippers. Initially it wasn't that comfortable for Sunoo but later he adapted. It was certainly an easy-peasy-lemon-squeezy task for Sunghoon cause it's Sunoo after all, he blushes too easily and gets flustered all the time. He never knew such humans existed and it amazed him to be with one somehow, a drastic change in direction of his thoughts for the younger.
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You know , anyone could tell the awkwardness in Heeseung's behavior towards Sunoo. If it was neutral a week or so before, now it has turned so... weird? or at least that's what the members could decipher but they all ignored cz it has always been so, maybe except for one.
Jay has been watching the two for a long time since their first meeting. He always felt that tension whenever these two were together and these days it has become unbearable. If earlier his hyung was venting out his anger at Sunoo now he stares at him in a different way. Sunoo being blessed with the ability to mask even his seriously hurt feelings with a smile, was too hard for him to read .
Jay's schedule was over and he met with Heeseung at the backstage filming a challenge with a girl group. Again Jay could see the same blatant stare in Heeseung's eyes darted towards the girl he's practising the steps with. Jay got taken back by that. He was so prepared to question his hyung but he was convinced it might not be what he was thinking all along. He just blamed his mind for fabricating things in mind.
On the other hand Heeseung was awestruck by the beauty before him. Though he has met and known many girl idols he never saw someone so pretty and beautiful . He has heard about the group but never dived into the details. It seems they debuted not too long ago and this is their second comeback. He was so polite with her unlike he's with someone else and he definitely saw the girl turning beet red whenever their hands subtly brushed. 'This is a catch.' Hee mumbled to himself.
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This is a bit rushed...
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