Contempt

6

Heeseung literally don't understand why there's a lump in his throat since he saw that boy falling unconscious and how rest of them panicked. He wonder how in a quiet handful of time that boy managed to win over their hearts but not his, knowing he's only responsible for it. It's always this mixed feelings about Sunoo that makes Heeseung more stern and arrogant towards him . Even though he despises him he can't deny the fact that he is somehow attracted to the same person. So he becomes clueless once he think about it all which eventually leaves him confused because there's no way he swing that way.

"Don't you think you owe an apology hyung?"
Jake's question brought heeseung back from his thoughts.

"To you? Seriously... These days people apologize for rejecting?? "

"It's not about me... "

"Then...? "

"It's Sunoo. "

" That stupid? What did I do to him? "

Jake looked around to make sure there isn't much people near them.

"You know what you are doing.... You're openly rude to him hyung... It'll be too late to say sorry if you keep on doing this.... "

"Is he your new crush or something. I thought you were a persistent guy though. "

"It's better to be not persistent if it's you someone is interested in hyung. And that kid doesn't have to be treated like this.( * in his mind - just because you somehow got attracted to him hyung and you don't want to accept it. * ) He's our group member."

"I'm not physically causing any harm to anyone as you can see. "

"But you do know you're verbally and mentally hurting him hyung and that takes an eternity to heal. "

"Suddenly you're raising your voice. Was that sweetie show you put on all Fake Jake ? "

"Please hyung we just started as a group , we didn't even debut.... I was just confessing my feelings back then with out expecting anything much back and I don't regret it. I just feel free now that I could dodge a person like you with your own rejection. Thanks for helping me. " Jake controlled his loudness so that no one would overhear them.

"You talk too much for no reason. "

"Think about it or at least stop going for his head all the time hyung. You're making something obvious. "

"What nonsense are you spouting Jake? Better get out of here and go touch some grass if you got time. Okayy? "

"Yea I'll leave... Anyway don't regret it later that's all I've to say...."

" He lost it I guess. " Heeseung muttered.

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Later on , their schedules became so packed that they don't get time for any leisure at all. Their vocal lessons and expression improvisations everything of such kind continued along with the debut song with its final performance choreography and recording.

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After almost a month.

The time was already two in the morning and their final day of mv shoot was going on. It was in the middle of nowhere and felt too creepy but it had to be so to go with the concept. Sunoo,  Jay, Heeseung and Niki finished with their shots earlier . Though they could leave then and there itself yet the hyungs had to nod yes to stay and check around for their stubborn maknae.

Niki and Sunoo were walking side by side followed by Heeseung and Jay and three of their staffs in the wilderness. Soon the flashlight went off when they were right beside an abandoned building. But since it was a moonlit night they could still figure out what's what . Suddenly Heeseung felt someone's back bumping on to his chest, he also noticed the familiar fragrance and the way that boy was grabbing onto his Jacket  so it's understandable the younger was scared. Meantime staffs were looking for the emergency flashlight in the backpack and no one really cared to switch on their phone's flashlight too. Both Niki and Jay were bickering over some silly ghost stuff. Heeseung saw the green sign and thought to act on his accord and just grabbed Sunoo by his waist. The alluring softness and smell of the younger made him thrust his hips gently towards  the other's  bum.

Sunoo froze at that and didn't know what to do. It wasn't hard to understand who that was. He felt the other one swaying back for another move. In a hurry to get away from there he fell on the ground as he shuffled out of Heeseung's hold  and  ran back to the set.

"Uhh Sunoo hyung ?? "

" Sunoo...?? Hey stop...
.......
What happened to him hyung? "

"How do I know Jay?.......  I think he's on a run on constantly proving himself the scared cat  he is...."

  Heeseung raged out as if his heart rate didn't went high with the excitement he got from the disheartening stunt he pulled... Moreover he enjoyed whatever he did then.... Despair hung in his mind as he couldn't make the boy more miserable...

The three members and the staff stopped wandering off and went after Sunoo which Heeseung wasn't fond of  as it would spoil the fun but deep inside he wanted to see how his misdoing or in his words 'teasing ' toiled with the younger's mind...

Sunoo  was taken aback by the molesting he had to face  in the  middle of the night around nowhere.... As he got back he headed straight to Jungwom and waited in the caravan for his shoot to be over. By that time rest of enhas had already reached their stay and might have slept.

While Sunoo was thinking for ways to handle the situation he didn't heard the doors unlocking or someone nearing him. Sunoo was suddenly pulled into a kiss, his first. It was very harsh . Unlike anything he imagined the kiss was against his will and the person was sort of pouring down all the pile of hatred through his mouth... The suffocation he felt became unbearable and he opened his eyes to see the one hovering above him. The same man who he used to admire and respect even though it wasn't returned but it won't be the same anymore.

Sunoo spat on Heeseung's face with all force and stood up  . Heeseung was so ready to throw his hands at Sunoo but was interrupted by the knock on the door. He suddenly wiped off his face with the tissue and muttered to Sunoo who had a teary red face , " Don't  talk about any of this to anyone or else I'll spin the whole story." Heeseung wiped those tears threatening to fall from Sunoo's eyes and asked him
" Act like you got sick and I was here helping. "
Sunoo didn't give any response and Heeseung took the silence as a yes.

Well according to Heeseung everything about the younger bothered him from the way he act cute, the way he eats, the way he walks to his pale skin, his amber eyes, his glistening lips and bouncy hair. It felt like heaven for him when he  could finally get to connect those lips with his. He went crazy that he devoured it like it would disappear before his eyes any moment.

He wants to savour more of it now.

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So in love with the album.

Mortal, Orange blood & Still monster has my heart....

"A flower is beautiful for its bloom is not eternal
I know that now
Thoughts of mortality shall no longer bind me to this world"