"Like A Dog With A Lost Owner.."[𝙙𝙖𝙯𝙖𝙞×𝙘𝙝𝙪𝙪𝙮𝙖]

chapter 6

Chuuya pov:

The car ride was silent, a little too silent. I knew this day was coming but I didn't expect it to happen so quickly, was he really planing on doing "it" with me? Or did he want to do something else, but if we discuss the way he was talking with me I kinda know what he meant.

I unnoticebly slowly looked at dazai who seemed to be in a happy mode, it made my heart soften a bit, I really don't care what he does, as long as he is by my side I don't really care.
-so, what do you wanna do?
-hm? I looked at dazai with a confuesd that made him giggle.
-I mean what do you want us too do know, wanna still go out or go home???
-oh.., uh.. I looked at him shyly, mentally slapping myself, "I really thought he would do something like that on our first date"
-chibi..?? Are you ok dear? You have been zooning out a lot recently, it worries me..

I took a minute too look up at him.
-i-im..
-chibi..? He said worryingly
-the park... The park we used to go to when we were teenagers..
-not until you tell me why your so sad
I looked at him with a gentle face, a small smile formed on face which made dazai smile a bit. I felt small tears forming but I held myself back from letting it out.

-I will tell you when we are at the park..
-hmmmm... He sounded rather pensive, I really needed to go out for a bit, i would feel at ease.

-pls...
He looked at the road but sighed in return.
-alright fine, BUT on one condition.
-what's your condition Mr. Osamu?
-you give me cuddles and kisses as much as I want when we get home.

My face couldn't bare all the things he just said, I bursted out laughing in the middle of the car, I haven't laughed like this in forever, being with dazai, is another type of medicine in your life, I really need him to survive, without him, I'm just a lost boy in the streets of Yokohama. I'm glad, really glad he showed up again, even though it has been 3 months ago we meet, but it feels like we were 15 yesterday, dazai osamu I will never forget the things we did together as partners, friends, best friends..... And....

𝓛𝓸𝓿𝓮𝓻𝓼~

Without me realizeing, the car pulled up and I saw a smiling dazai beside me. I smiled gently at him back and gave him a kiss on the cheek, it wasn't much but I could feel the happiness behind me when I got out of the car. He suddenly ran to me and took my hand.

-come on chuuya!, let's go to our favorite spot!!

A memory came flying into my mind. It was the last time we were here. It was the place where he gave me the promise ring. I smiled and ran slowly after dazai, the place as always was empty and full of fresh air, the cold breeze swosshing onto my face and reaveling a dazai starting gently into me.

-you look fabulous Amor..

I looked at him gently and gave him a conferting smile.

-je t'aime plus que tu ne peux l'imaginer, mon mari... ~~
I looked at him with a smile platered on my face.

-so I'm your husband know huh..?
I stood in my place dumbstrusk.

-h-huh, who said that, I surely never did. Hahahhahhahah....

-pfffft-HAHAHAHAHHA, dazai was laughing so hard, but he wasn't letting my hand go, he placed it on his chest, while laughing his ass of.

-oh shut it...

After he called down, which took him 19 minutes, he sat on the bench and smelled the fresh brezze, it was a conferting silent, I really like it.

-so...
-hm? I asked confuesd
-aren't you gonna answer my question?
I thought for a second and it hit me, he wanted to know why I have been zooning out lately. It's two reasons mainly... One I'm rembering things when I was a kid, two... It's..... Dazai, it's corny I know really corny but I can't control it he's just so perfect I can't seem too get enough of him, it's concerning honestly.
-helloooooo, dazai too chuuyaaaaaa???
-hu-huh? I snapped out of my own thoughts.