Our Hearts Intertwine

Chapter 1: Kai Laments & Jay's Conversation

(Note: Starts after Nadakahn but before Day Of The Departed)

With Kai:

"UGH!! This is stupid, why do I feel like this?!" Kai rants to himself.

"I shouldn't like them, I have a girlfriend for crying out loud! And even if I didn't, it's not like any of them would ever like me back anyways, ESPECIALLY him. He's dating my sister for crying out loud! Ugh, Stupid!" Kai thinks aloud, feeling ice cold tears rolling down his puffy red cheeks. His frigid tears signifying sadness and making him think of Zane.

"Why does it have to be like this? Zane would never like me back, He's a fucking nindroid for fucks sake. Cole obviously likes Jay and I'm clearly not Jay." He continues ranting, using his fire to burn his lower right leg, he winces at the pain. He looks down at his hands in absolute disgust in himself.

"Why is my brain and my heart so fucking stupid. Oh yeah, and Zane's taken too, not just Jay." He pauses for a brief moment, this time looking in the mirror, and starting to dissociate. It's about five minutes until he comes back to reality, feeling even more shitty than at the start of his little rant.

"I know I have a girlfriend too, and I thought I loved her but I just can't stop thinking about them instead! Ugh, I wish-" he pauses briefly, shivering, and remembering what happened to him last time he wished for something without really thinking first.

"I just want to stop thinking about them like that and just think about my girlfriend, who I am supposed to love. Cause she's my girlfriend." Kai groans loudly, laying down on his bed and pressing his hands into his eyes, pulling at his hair. "I wanna stop thinking in general sometimes, I just want to be done." He groans loudly in anguish.

"And there's no way in hell Cole would ever like me back, he likes Jay too so even if Jay and Nya did ever break up, I'd probably just watch them get together, and not even say anything about it. They're good for eachother, I can't even love my own girlfriend, I'm good for no one. I shouldn't even be here." Kai let out a sigh, putting his head into his pillow, crying until he passed out from exhaustion.

Meanwhile:

Cole prepares a tray full of snacks for himself in the kitchen, overheating what sounds like... yelling? He can't quite make out what's being said though.

'It sounds like Nya' Cole thought, he wanted to make sure though, so he set down his tray on the counter, looking at it with disgust at himself now. He disappeared before walking over to the living room and listening in.

"I- I just wanted to relax- I was just playing a ga- I- I didn't kn- know! I'm s-" Jay responded, he waved his arms in the air as surrender.