Bad Habits - (Shouto x OC)

Not So Minor Slip-Ups

Shouto POV:

The photoshoot with Momo continued on much longer than I would have liked.

I'm not sure why we needed to take so many pictures. Or wear so many different outfits. But, the worst part about it was all the touches and....well....especially the kissing.

Kisses with Momo have always been...dull, and I don't mean that in an insulting way. Just an...honest one. I'm sure she'd appreciate that honest truth, who doesn't want that?

Momo was the only person I kissed for a long time, and because of that, I just figured that's how all kisses were supposed to be.

But, Lani really changed that. She really surprised me. Because whenever we kiss....the kisses feel....so different. So much so, it's become almost unbearable to kiss Momo now. Because I know this isn't how it's supposed to feel.

Every time Momo pressed her lips to mine, it felt like cardboard. I mean...not physically, I guess. Biologically, her lips were well moisturized. And she's had a lot of cosmetic procedures to make her lips the way they are right now, even though she denies it to everyone else. But, still, it feels like cardboard. To me. That's just my opinion. I have those.

And every time I had the chance to pull away, I found myself looking offstage at the crowd of people, always looking for one specific person and never seeing her.

It had been a long time since Lani left for the bathroom.

She's been gone for over an hour, and that....well, it just seems like a long time for someone to be in the bathroom. I mean....I....I guess I can understand why. I....I know I made a mess on her lap, and um...also.....in her.

To be honest, I hadn't stopped thinking about what happened in the dressing room for the last forty-seven minutes. Which also made things uncomfortable because my body had more than recovered from the orgasm she gave me, and every time I thought about Lani on my lap, with her shirt pulled down, and her skirt hiked up, and.....the area between her legs so...messy with my release...

It just made my arousal start to heighten, and....I didn't have a lot of experience in having to control such an emotion in public. Before Lani, I didn't even think it was possible to become aroused just by thoughts and memories. But, now I'm learning that....things like that arouse me even more than physical touch at all. That's....that's pretty interesting, right?

It was....addicting in a way. Which is weird to think because I've never been an addictive person. But....with Lani, I just always find myself wanting more. And more....and...

"Shouto." Momo's voice pulled me out of thoughts.

I'd been staring offstage again, looking at Lani's empty seat for a few lingering moments before back at Momo. She was already staring at me, breathing out heavily with a laugh that didn't sound very....happy. She seems to do that a lot. "For the next set of photos, we should get closer. You should put your arms around me, and then we'll kiss again."

She tried to place her arms around my neck, but I backed up instinctively, unable to take much more of her touching. The noise in my head had gradually begun to increase sharply, and I only now realized how many people were crowded together in such a small space. The flashes of the camera were becoming too bright as well.

"Um. Can we take a break before the next one?" I muttered, stepping away from her again when she came closer. "I....I have to use the bathroom."

I didn't really need to, so I guess that would make it a....lie. And we've already established I lie now. But...it wasn't all a lie. I did need a break, and also, I guess I wanted to check on Lani.