Appa??!!

Chapter 37

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That time of day everyone loves ! Waking up...it's about 5:30am I've had about an hour of solid sleep last night it's a school day so there's no point sleeping longer when the house is a mess, dishes to wash from last night and laundry to get done. I look down to still see a cute little dumpling sleeping in my chest his snores vibrate the bed but ans his hands curled up like he's about to throw hands. I tucked him in and allowed him to sleep longer cleaning the bed as I make my way through my room picking up objects from the floor. I get into the bathroom to have a quick clean up my head is aching my eyes sore I look at the bags under them I'm completely out of it today

I've never been a religious man but today im shattered to the point I pray for something someone to come save me or ever take me away anything just stop this horrible feeling I have in my head and heart that's making me drag my soul from room to room. The children didn't deserve this no child deserved this....

I make my way down stairs and find a broken plate smashed into pieces all over the kitchen floor I stare at it for a while until a cold breeze glazers my cheeked sending a sickening shiver all down my spine. I left the kitchen window open last night. The wind must have knocked the plate the rack smashing into pieces. My first instinct is to shut the window it's making me feel uncomfortable and uneasy, after closing it I slowly started to pick up every piece of the chattered plate being carful I don't miss any bits and don't cut myself in the process.

I finish cleaning the kitchen sweeping all the floors and tidying every part of the kitchen and start loading the washing machine. It's finally about 6:30 and time to start waking up the boys I start to walk up the stairs until I stop mid point feeling a rush from my head I take a seat on the step feeling the dizziness take over for a few seconds as I recover..my body seems to be struggling these days they say the older you get it's harder for you to adapt to changes and I finally have enough evidence to agree with that statement. I gave myself some time and for my body to adjust to the lack of sleep I had last night and finally got up, I went straight to my own room and laid lazily for a few moments until I finally started to wake Hobi up ' baby come on time to wake up after school you can have a nap let's get up now' I say into his ear as he tries to snuggle into my chest for extra warmth

I pulls away and allow the coldness of the room to attack the small child making him whine and toss "come on now angel time for school be a sweetheart and wake up" I say sitting on the bed
'Don't wanna ~" he whines but finally lifts his heavy head up jumping into my lap for extra cuddles which I gave him plus some kisses. Place him down and help him clean up in the bathroom and once he was done he tans down the stairs and I went straight into the twins room. As always it was a troublesome task waking up Tae but a memorable moment waking up Jimin as one boy practically danced around his room with a positive sprit the other one was kicking me in the stomach to show how much he didn't care about going to school this beautiful Friday morning.

'Taehyung stop this right now one more kick and I'll vomit on you and leave you like that' I shouted
" EEEEWWWWW" he screams back at me I don't get this kids problem but then again I was the root cause of this problem so I don't have the right to be saying anything

Tae isn't even ready and all I hear is Jungkook waking up and crying for me ....sigh it really is one of them days for me I left Tae with the simple instructions of getting dressed into his uniform and leave the room rushing to pick JK up. The boy is sitting up crying rubbing his eyes I lift him up and take him straight to the bathroom - jungkook still wears nappies ( diapers for the Americans ) but I'm trying to toilet train him let's say it's not the best but we trying, after achieving nothing I take him down and proceed to make his bottle as I watch a half naked Tae run around the room and jimin doing the same but dancing around the room fully clothed cos he's actually the only well behaved child I have

'Hobi can you wake up Namjoon please I have my hands full right now" I plead

"Yes appa I'll go get him" he skips up the stairs as I try my best to get all the children sorted for school. Jungkook has nursery today so I'm HOPING to get some good shut eye whilst these kids are all in school and possible get my work done but knowing me I'll sleep and extend my deadline until I'm close to getting sacked either way I don't really care at this point in time.

We have about 5 minutes until we have to leave the house and as always it's a mess as if I didn't wake up early just to clean this damn house, I have jimin crying because he lose his teddy , Jungkook crying because that the only hobby he has at the moment and Taehyung....let's not talk about that crazy kid he's been upstairs saying he needs the toilet for the last 20 minutes but I can just hear him messing about.

"Right time to leave come on let's get into the car last person in is getting sent to the orphanage" I scream watching all my matured sperm cells run into the car, I do a very quick head count at all the children and there's one rat missing ? Namjoon.....now that I think about it I haven't seen him all morning and I'm sure he wasn't at the breakfast table either "Hoseok where's Namjoon I told you to wake him up baby" the boy looked at me confused and a bit concerned
"Appa he wasn't in the room when I went this morning I thought he woke up" he shrugged his shoulders.

Is he still in the house ? I close the car door locking in with the kids in it before I go back into the house, as soon as I got into the house a shout his name 'Namjoon it's school time why aren't you in the car' I look around and hear nothing in return
'namjooooonnnnnn come one don't make me wait' I say again now checking the kitchen for him and there I see the breakfast I made for him that hasn't been touched

I started to check each room with intense anxiety building when I don't seem to find the boy nor hear him I'm walking up the stairs now each step I climb my heart is pounding why am I scared ? He must be still asleep. Is he still angry with me ? Is this his way to punish me ?
I look I search and I scream
" NAMJOON"
"NAMJOON PLEASE THIS ISNT FUNNY ANYMORE"
"NAMJOON DADDY SORRY ILL DO BETTER PLEASE"

I'm going crazy where is he why can't I find him I start running back down throwing myself into the doors and second checking all the rooms
No
He's not here where is he!

I fall to the floor I can't think he's not in the house where can he be....

My heart practically stops. My busy mind finally clears up. The voices go quiet and my eye sight sharpens

The kitchen window was open all night.....