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Chapter 21

HI MY LOVES HOPE YOUR ALL DOING GOOD!
here's an update sorry if there any gramma mistakes I can't be bothered to check 😩😩
Make sure you get ur COVID vaccines done if they are up for offer and wash ur hands !!!

Make sure to drink plenty of water children and eat well !!!!

Love you all ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

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(Jins Pov)

Min Yoongi....my only sibling and my baby brother, he's my everything - I know it's a bit corny but that's how I am

I'm Kim Seokjin and I'm Min Yoongi's older brother...now I'm sure your wondering why I'm a Kim and he's a Min and that's simple... my parents have always had a ROUGH relationship, so rough that they chose which child they will take custody of if they ever spilt

For me I would go with my father and my brother with my mother. Growing up was difficult for me, my father was a workaholic and so was my mother - it was a very problematic household as you can tell as I wouldn't see them often it was just me and Yoongi at home. Because there was only a year difference between me and Yoongi we always been very close but we were completely opposite people from the way we dress to the things we like to even our diets, Yoongi always dressed in black no matter the weather when I would prefer bright cheerful couples like yellow and pink ( whihc is my favourite colour ).

You can say I was the only happy and cheerful one from the family, when we would have dinner as a family both my paresnts were miserable they hated each other but only stayed to getter because spreading at the time wasn't an option as money was always low. My father was a alcoholic and had a gambling addition whilst my mother was stressed women trying to do her best for her children, but be's cause money was always low there was only so much she could do for us.

Growing up as children I remember our family being happy....but somewhere along the lines my parents fell out of love and despised each other, I would say this happen when I was around 10 and Yoongi was 9. Because they fell out of love when we were so young and didn't have much money they stayed that's until me and Yoongi became tennages.

My 15th birthday was when everything fell, my father got a promotion and my mother's business was skyrocketing ....meaning there was more money in to go around but both parents use this money differently. For example my father would use the money on girls, drugs and alcohol whilst my mother was no better , she got so caught up with the money she started neglecting us.

I guess you can say I raised Yoongi, I passed his bags made his meals nursed him back to health - I did everything a parent would do for their child. But I wasn't an adult I was still a child myself, so somewhere along the lines it wasn't a suprised when Yoongi was diagnosed with anxiety and depression around 16.

Not only was he very insecure with himself and self image, he would always feel like he was the problem because my dad would always blame him for the smallest things. My father and Yoongi had a terrible relationship ever since Yoongi became a teen, the two would only fight weather that was verbally or physically and my mother she didn't get involved with the arguments...why ? Because it she didn't want to pick sides apparently....

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(A/N : for context Yoongi is 15 and Jin is 16 )

(Narrator pov )

I was just another normal day for Yoongi, his last lesson just finished and he was about to make his way out of the classroom until "Yoongi I need to have a word with you" from his teacher who didn't look too pleased, Yoongi exhaled and sat back into his seat watching as his other classmates slowly disapwared from the classroom leaving just him and the teacher.