Appa??!!

Chapter 10

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All the kids were fast asleep in there rooms leaving me and my thoughts to have a beautiful conversation with each other, tomorrow was Tuesday and I didn't know what to do. None of the children wanted to go back to school but I can't just let them stay home plus I have work in the morning, ever if I forced the children to go to school Hoesok would hate it and he might even have a panic attack and I couldn't risk that at his age.

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The next morning I wake up i end up deciding to take them to school so I walked into Namjoon and Hoesok room and opened the curtains allowing the straight sunlight to beam on their faces making them twitch. I sat onto Hoesok bed and started to wake him up

" Hobi come on its school time your dont want to get late" I didn't get any response, when his eyes finally opened they were bright red and swollen. I placed my hand onto him but he didn't have a fewer or anything
" baby what's wrong, where you crying" he whimpered but didn't answer
"He cried all night because he didn't want to go to school ever again" Namjoon replied his back towards me - Aish what am I going to do now......
I decided on taking all the boys to school and allowing Hobi to take the day off again I didn't want to stress him out or anything, let's just say none of the children were happy about me letting Hobi stay home and then having to go to school. Namjoon was trying to convince me to let him stay home whilst the twins were too busy sulking on the sofa

"Namjoon you have to go to school" I said picking up Kookie and taking him into the living room where I was getting the baby dresses " but Appa you do understand that I'm just going to fall asleep in class again right ? So what's the point PLEASE just let me stay home PLEASE" he was practically begging at this time. I sighed and try to analyse the situation
" Namjoon please go to school after school we can go shopping and you can get ANYTHING you want, just please go to school" the boy seemed more convinced and finally agreed. Beacause Namjoon agreed the twins also agreed to go with no complaints

After dropping the boys off it was now me, Kookie and Hobi at home, the boy was STILL crying and whimpering even though he wasn't at school. Kookie was playing with his toys and Hobi was sitting on the couch in him own world so I took this opportunity to pick the boy up and placed him into my lap to try and comfort him, as soon as I did that he started to cry loud into my chest as I rubbed his back and whispered comforting words to him as he finally letted everything out. After the crying I finally spoke up " Hobi please speak to Appa why don't you like school?" "Appa I don't like knowing your not there or Hyung isn't there....I don't like being alone with strangers and the other child's don't wanna play with me so I have no friends!" "Ok Hobi breathe" he took a deep breath and calmed down " my sunflower you will make friends you have an amazing personality the other child's might be too scared to introduce them selfs to you just give them some time" all he did was nod and listen to what I was saying " and Hobi Appa will ALWAYS be with you even if you can't see me, Appa is always here when you need him" I placed a kiss onto him forehead and hugged the child on the couch. " why not we make some cookies for your brothers we can even make them for your class to help you make friends, how does that sound!" I said smiling and thankfully I got a smile in return, a burst of energy ran through him as he became excited over the idea " Appa your a genius! The way to a persons heart is there stomach I will definitely make friends if I do this!!" He jumped up and screamed for me to hurry up as joy filled his soul. Yelp that's my sunshine and my shithead in one person

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After making the cookies with Hoesok it was finally to bring the rest of the devils home - great! As usual the twins were fighting all the way home and Joon was fast asleep ( yep definitely my child)

We got home and boys ran into the kitchen smelling the cookie we made as I carried Joon into the room, the children we all laughing and giggling in the living room whilst my mine was on Namjoon, why is he always tried ? Does he not sleep at the night ? - the sad thing was I can't ask him, Namjoon is my eldest son and I know that he still doesn't trust me completely which I understand but I need answers. And I need them now