Disparate | Chris Brown Fanfic

Chapter Five : Whats this Feeling?

"So do you like Lotus?" Joyce questioned Christopher. He nodded. Of course he liked her. Everything about her. Most importantly, Christopher liked that Lotus didn't make him feel weird about his disability.

"That's good. She treats you well and everything?" Joyce questioned once more with a stern look.

"Yes. "He replied ever so lowly. Joyce nodded and continued to clean the kitchen.

"She should be on her way over now. You sure you dont want to come with me,Christopher?" There was a get together at one of his Mother's friends house and Joyce was invited. Christopher didn't want to go. Stuff like that wasn't his thing. Plus he mainly wanted to spend time with Lotus.

"No. "

"You sure you don't want to go?"

"No,I don't want to. "He answered rather quickly.

"Okay. Well, Lotus is here. I'll be back later. Love you,Angel."

"Love you too,Mommy." He mumbled back lowly.

In walked Lotus. All happy and smiley,brightening Christopher's day even more. Lotus brought so much joy to him but did she know that? If that's what love felt like,that's what Christopher was feeling.

"Hi Christopher." Lotus greeted with this huge ,beautiful smile. One of the prettiest ones Christopher had ever seen. Unlike that devious and evil smile of Keisha's.

"Hi." He smiled back.

"What did I tell you?" Lotus scolded about Christopher's short replies. She knew despite his disability, he could talk in longer sentences and use slightly bigger words then he was. She had tried to help him with that and he was getting better.

"I'm sorry." He mumbled.

"You're doing it again." Lotus chuckled.

"I apologize,Lotus." Christopher tried again. Lotus smiled and that made Christopher feel like he had nothing but butterflies in his stomach. And he felt his face grow hot and his cheeks turned red. What was that he was feeling? He didn't know.

"Wanna watch a movie or something?" Lotus suggested. Christopher shrugged making Lotus send him a 'you know better' look.

"Yes." He answered. Lotus grabbed Ride Along and placed it into the DVD player. They sat and laughed at Kevin Hart's and Ice Cube's silliness. This made Christopher feel a bit nervous. Lotus sat very close to him. He didn't mind though because he liked the feeling of her close to him. He was nervous because he could only think what if he did something embarrassing. What would she think of him then? Probably how other people would see him if they new of him having intellectual disability. But they couldn't tell. They couldn't tell from his looks because he looked normal. They couldn't tell from his speech because it was normal, just short. They couldn't tell unless they were to make him do things such as reading, writing, Mathematics, and things like that. Then they would notice he was challenged. However in Lotus's mind, he was another normal person of society who she loved to be around. In Lotus's mind he was a bestfriend and she hasn't even known him long. In her mind, Christopher was a caring, loving , and gentle soul.

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