The Distance Between Us

Eight.

Nervousness began to bubble in my stomach, while the heat around my core began to intensify. Cillian had made sure that his roommate would not interrupt us in their dorm room, since I didn't want to tell Elle what we would be doing exactly if I asked if she could not be at our room. Luckily Cillian didn't protest and insisted that his dorm room would be perfectly okay.

We had just made it to the entrance of his dorm, and in one swift motion, Cillian opened the door while gently pulling me in with the other arm. He gently laid me onto his bed and he laid beside me as he tucked the strand of hair that had fallen in front of my face with his hand while his other was propping him up to face me.

"Are you sure you want to do this? I completely understand if you've changed your mind, love." Cillian's eyes searched mine for any doubts, making sure that wasn't just an impulsive thought. But, this is just what I wanted. Cillian made me feel special, he made me feel like nothing else mattered in the world. I wasn't doing this to just sleep with him, he had a special place in my heart and after all that I went through and he still stayed with me and helped me along my journey of healing, Cillian was not just some guy. A small smile tugged at my lips as I got lost in his eyes. 

"I'm a hundred percent sure that I want this, I have no doubts in me. I want you, Cillian Murphy."

"And I'm a hundred percent sure that I want you, Lily Ellington."

We both smiled at each other, my eyes fluttering shut as Cillian inched his face closer to mine until our lips connected. At first, the kiss was painfully slow as I became impatient and craved more. The kiss began to intensify, and I could tell that he was also becoming impatient as he grabbed me by my hips with less delicateness and dragged me on top of him. A soft gasp escaped from my lips as I could feel his hard on rub against my core, causing a wave of pleasure to run through me.

I broke the kiss momentarily to lift my shirt over my head, while Cillian's hands wandered to my back to unfasten my bra and was then thrown somewhere onto the floor. A wave of confidence rushed through me as I saw the look on Cillian's face as he sucked in a breath when he saw my breasts. I didn't have the biggest breasts, but I definitely was not flat-chested, and the jewelry that accompanied it enhanced the view.

"I'm really fond of the nipple piercings. They look really sexy on you." Cillian's eyes turned dark as he bit his lip between looking at me and my half-exposed body. Before I could respond, he pulled me back down towards him and took in one of my nipples in his mouth, his tongue swirling around the skin and the metal. The feeling felt incredible as it was such a sensitive area, a shiver ran down my spine from the pleasure I was receiving, causing me to get even more excited since this was just the start of it. I moaned as he continued with the same treatment on the other side, causing Cillian to groan as he continued to work wonders on my breasts. Cillian removed my pants and panties, fully leaving me naked in front of him.

"You're so fucking pretty Lily."

I bit my lip as I thanked him and tugged at the hem of his shirt, indicating that I wanted him to remove it. Cillian obliged, and turned us over so that he was on top and was able to remove his pants and boxers. My eyes widened at the sight as his length sprang free and was much larger than I had initially thought.

I had no self-control as I pushed him back down onto the bed and went in-between him as my hand began to rub down his length at an extremely slow pace. Regardless, it got Cillian worked up as he groaned at the sight of me jerking him off. I lowered my face to where my hand was jerking him off as I made sure to make eye contact with him before replacing my hand with my mouth. I slowly took him in before quickening my pace; my head began bobbing up and down, taking all of him in like my life depended on it.

Cillian's groans began to fill the room as he grabbed my hair and gently tugged at it. I continued sucking him off until I could hear his breath start to quicken, feeling him getting close to his release. I wouldn't have had a problem sucking him off until he finished, but he pulled me back up so that I was straddling him, giving me a peck on the lips in the process.

He positioned his length into my entrance, and he guided my hips as I slowly sank into him, filling me completely. A sigh of satisfaction came from the both of us as I fully felt myself stretch out for him.

"You're so fucking wet, and all because of me?"

I bit my lip as I smiled down at him, nodding forcefully as I was not able to say anything from the pleasure I was feeling. Cillian gave a small chuckle as he kissed me, taking the time to suck on my bottom lip as he began to thrust in a rhythmic pattern. Our moans and the soft creak of the bed filled the room as I continued to bounce on him, while Cillian's hands roamed my body.

I began to feel a knot form in my stomach as I felt my orgasm start to form, and as if Cillian had noticed, his thrusts began to quicken, causing my moans to come out of me more frequently at a louder volume. I tried to muffle my moans so that we wouldn't disrupt the other people at the other dorms, but I couldn't contain myself. So, Cillian used one hand to cover my mouth as the other hand snaked around my waist and flipped us over, his length not leaving from inside me during the transition.

"One day I want to hear those pretty little moans from you when nobody can hear us." I could only respond with another muffled moan, his words and thrusts clouding my thoughts. My orgasm was extremely close, and I instinctively bucked my hips as my breath began to quicken.

"Go on, love. I know you're close. Cum for me. I wanna see your pretty face when I make you cum." That was enough to send me over the edge as my body trembled as I reached the peak of my orgasm, my eyes squeezing shut as my eyebrows furrowed together and muffled curses and moans came out of me. Everything felt so euphoric, like I was in a dream that I never wanted to wake up from. I opened my eyes after my orgasm began to ride itself out, looking at Cillian struggle to maintain a rhythm as he was close as well, and our direct eye contact made him groan.

"Fuck," was the last thing Cillian managed to say before he quickly pulled out of me and finished, his warm liquid landing onto my stomach. We both stood there for a few seconds as we tried to catch our breaths and have it return to its normal pace, and then Cillian got up to grab something to wipe his release from my stomach.

Once he cleaned us up, he came back to bed and we went under the sheets and he wrapped his arms around me, placing a gentle kiss on my forehead. I looked up at him and smiled, and I leaned into him and we shared another kiss.

"That was amazing." Cillian looked at me and gave me another peck on the lips. "I'm glad you enjoyed it as much as I did." Cillian then turned me over so that we were in a spooning position, and my eyelids grew heavy as the gentle breathing from Cillian made me feel calm and slowly made me want to drift off into a peaceful slumber.

"Goodnight Cillian." Cillian gave me one last kiss on the back of my head before responding. "Goodnight Lily." It felt like a few seconds passed when I closed my eyes and fully drifted into a deep sleep.

This was one of the best nights of my life.

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A/N: somewhat of a short chapter? I didn't want to include their first time and other content in the same chapter lol. Hope you all enjoyed it :)