Myself

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Poem


I really miss daddy;

wish we could've had more time.


I really wish my mommy 

was more present in my life.


Like Kayla how you been?

How you been coping?


And Kayla I'm so sorry for my violent ways.

I'm hoping we can move past this.


But mommy sorry you're mistaken.

Too much time's been wasted. Too much sitting and thinking.


Too much in my pretty head. I can't trust women or men.

I gotta do my dirty laundry. I don't know you or my dad.


Why is it so much easier being small in a big world,

While it's so much harder not to be fucked up in a fucked-up world?


I'm no Barbie girl In a Barbie world.

I'm only 18 doing bad all by myself.

All by myself 

Myself, myself.

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