Never Make Fun Of The Fat Kid

"Aren't you perverted?"

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Chapter 42; "Aren't you perverted?"

Monday mornings along with mondays always go slower than I liked.

My vacation had gone slower and more boring than I thought it would, turns put my mother didn't have to go to a business trip. But Anna is still staying until after new years.

I spent my days in bed crying and watching movies. All because I had fallen in love with Daniel, and I broke his heart. But it was like my heart had been broken a whole lot worse.

Lots of things happend during our small brake, I dyed my hair back to light brown, I refused to go to every party I was invited to, I wasn't best friends with Ruth anymore, and I hadn't spoken to Anna or Andrew a lot. We only had those "good morning" conversations, and they were awkward.

The most awkward moment I had with Andrew was when Ruth came over to see me and apoligize for not telling me but I ignored her by telling her to go have sex with Andrew, and slamming me bedroom door in her face. And what was worse was that Andrew was just passing the hall when I did that, AND this happend last Monday.

It was probably the worst vacation anyone could ever have, even my father didn't have the chance to come, which sucked balls, and not fudge chocolate balls.

"Amanda?" Andrew said almost in a whisper, I ignored him not feeling like talking to anybody.

We drove in his Jeep as I felt the nice cool air from the air conditioner hit my face and hair. I most likely looked like a mess, but honestly I didn't care anymore.

I didn't want to keep being someone I wasn't anymore. I just wanted to be Amanda again, that innocent girl who used to be made fun of.

And since I wasn't who I was a couple of months ago, I couldn't go back to those old times and be the old Amanda. Now I was liar Amanda.

I only wanted to apoligize to Daniel for lying to him, for keeping secrets from him. And I wanted to tell him I loved him, I was wrong all those times. I shouldn't have been so secretive I should have just told him I was Amanda and not Anna. But since I can't go to the past and change it, I had to deal with the truth.

Soon, Andrew parked the car and I got out before he could approach me.

I walked as fast as I could, letting everyone see my new hair color-light brown. Like the one I used to have.

Gasps, pointing, and whispering went around me as I walked past everyone, it wasn't just my hair, it was my whole I-Was-Too-Lazy-To-Get-Dressed outfit.

I was surprised when I didn't hear the name Amanda, but I heard the name Anna. They still thought I was Anna. Great. The only good thing was that Daniel hadn't told anyone. And I thanked him for that. Too.

I fixed my stuff in my locker and slowly, walked like a zombie to class. I had to be there early. Well, not really. But I wanted to be there early. Just in case Daniel was alone and I could maybe talk to him.

As soon as I passed the room door, I wanted to burst into tears. Daniel was sitting there smirking to a couple of girls.

I felt horrible, terrible actually. He didn't deserved the heartbreak behind that smirk.

When I passed him, his smirk went to a full dead frown and he stared at me as I passed him.

Holy crap. How am I suppose to survive the rest of the school year if he's going to be staring at me like that everyday?

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