Never Make Fun Of The Fat Kid

I Make The Rules

NOT EDITED.

Chapter 34; I make the rules.

"Well then, what do you seriously need Amanda?"

"I need nothing!" I shouted at Ruth.

"Well then why'd you call me to come over?" Her eyebrows knitted together.

"I... Need to tell you something."

I knew I wasn't so sure about liking Daniel, but I somehow knew there was a little tiny bit of feelings I felt towards him. And I had to tell someone, and that someone was Ruth. She wasn't the best person but she was my "Bestfriend". I should trust her enough to tell her, even after what happend the other day at Daniel's car. I still had to tell her because she was my bestfriend.

"What is it?" She turned her layed body to face me.

I glared at her as she leaned her head on her palm. Did I even like Daniel? How was I so sure I liked him? It was probably just the tension we had going on last night.

No, it couldn't be.

I liked Daniel. Somehow...

"I..." I couldn't gather myself enough to tell her that I liked Daniel.

"What? Wait, you have herpes?" She asked dumfounded.

"Yes Ruth, I have herpes." I sarcastically said.

"Really? Can I see?" Her eyes went wide.

"No!" I shouted. "Seriously, I have to tell you something."

"What is it?"

I felt like everything from there passed by quickly. Sure I was nervous because I'd never thought I'd say this, but I had to tell someone either way. And I was still going with the plan; "Flirt with him, get him to be your girlfriend, make him fall for you, dump him." But now I was even more scared, what if my plan backfired? Well, I wasn't going to let that happen at no cost.

"I... Like Daniel." Was all that left my mouth, and it sounded more like a mumble not a full mature sentence.

But then again, I have never had a crush on somebody, anybody. I wasn't your average teenage girl, I was a bitch that's for sure, but I was only a bitch because people made me a bitch.

"Oh." She shrugged like I had just said something so unimportant.

Seriously? She thought this was not important? Well then, I'm pretty sure there are thousands of girls out there that I can be bestfriends with.

""Oh"? That's all you can say? "Oh"? Ruth we're talking about Daniel for christs sake! And the fact that I like him. That's-it's disgusting!" I felt like I was talking a little bit more louder than what I was suppose to.

"Well what do you want me to say? "OH MY GOD! YOU HAVE A CRUSH ON DANIEL? THAT IS SO UNBELIEVEABLE!" I'm sorry Amanda, but I already knew you liked him."

"What? How? When?" My eyebrows knitted and I thought they would perminently stay like that.

"Well, I don't really remember. But it sure as hell was before you started dating him." She shrugged again.

"Oh my god! I have liked him THAT long?" I was probably going crazy right now.

"Yea."

"Wait? Remember that saturday I told you I was Amanda and not Anna? That's what you meant right? You knew this whole time. You just brushed it off by saying "You'll find out when you can.""

She clapped and weak smiled at me. "See, now you get it!"

"What? Kill me. Kill me now!" I buried my face in my hands.

"I would. But I have to leave. Bye!"

And that was how she left, without her telling me anything else. She left like I had just told her that her favorite idol was outside. Maybe Ruth wasn't a true friend. Maybe she was only pretending. And I'm pretty sure I'll find out why.

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"I'm glad you came." I told him.

"Well, how could I have not? I wouldn't mis the time of being with my beautiful girlfriend." He smirked as he sat down next to me on the floor.

"I haven't seen that smirk in a while." I admited.

"And I haven't seen yours either but have I complained? No."

"Well then..." I rolled my eyes at Daniel.

For a moment, we stayed quiet. Until our eyes met, he gently grabbed my chin and turned it so I was face to face with him. He ran his fingers through a strand of my hair. I watched as he did that, and I must've been caught off guard because in a matter of seconds his lips had met mine.

And I didn't mind honestly.

After what seemed like hours, he pulled away.

"That bet we made at Chris' house. Have you forgotten? You lost." He was now smirking again.

I cursed under my breath. How the hell did I end up losing? I guess I am an alcoholic after all and it was only his fault!

"What? Do you want a blowjob? Sorry. But I'm not-"

"Shh..." He made me be quiet.

Again, his lips met mine. And I felt completely stupid for letting him take control of me. So I pulled away.

"You see Daniel. When it comes to me, I make the rules." I got up from the floor.

He stared up at me and smirked. "I won, you lost admit it."

Well, that part was right. It was really right. Now what am I suppose to do? Go with the game and let him take away my innocence? I know I have a crush on him, but I wasn't going to let him win.

"Okay, I admit it. But it doesn't mean that you can take away my hymen." I made a face at him.

He furrowed his eyebrows. "Who said anything about sex?"

"You didn't say it but you were thinking it."

"No. I was not actually. I was thinking that maybe you can convince your mum into letting you go out friday night. But since you think that all I want from you is sex... Well then nevermind." He shrugged.

"Okay! Okay. Fine. I'll somehow convince her." I told him seriously.

"Now can we continue what we had started?" He watched me carefully as I took a seat on the ground again.

"No, Daniel. I already told you I'm not having sex with you!"

"Gosh, everything I do is about sex isn't it? Can we stop having this conversation before you provoke me to actually somehow convince-" I cut him off.

"Shh..."

"What?"

"Be quiet."

He stared at me furrowing his eyebrows, as if he thought I was going to rape him or something.

I leaned in closer to him, then closer, and closer until our lips met again. He was like my drug, he somehow, was addictive. I wanted to kiss him with every chance that I could. But I knew better than that. I was still sticking to my plan.

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Suckish isn't it? Well, it was all I could think of... The Amanda and Ruth scene had already been written and it was a thousand times better but I accidently deleted it xc

What do y'all think about the cover? I don't really like it and I might change it to the original.

And my chapter for "Signs You're Falling In Love With a Player" is coming out on Friday so be TUNED!

Duces ✌