Never Make Fun Of The Fat Kid

I ran away from my problems

NOT EDITED.

Chapter 41; I ran away from my problems.

I just couldn't wrap my finger around it, it just didn't make sence. Daniel didn't have to find out my secret like that, did he? I now was regretting all of this. The whole plan, I was regretting it because it had backfired and it had backfired BAD. I wished I could take it back, everything...

"And then he told me to tell you that your ex-boyfriend Daniel was here." She shrugged as if we were talking about some lame subject in school.

How could she act so... Careless? I had just lost my boyfriend, and she just brushed it off like it was nothing. If it were before I was slimmer she wouldn't act like this... She would be there for me, not act like a total bitch. But then again, she might be acting like this because I had pretended to be her. I couldn't be so sure of as if to why she was acting so careless.

"Well, thanks for being honest..." I honestly said before storming out the house. I needed to get away from them, I needed to get away from my family.

My eyes began to sting, like if I was about to start crying. Right now I felt like total shit and wanted to do nothing bur beat the crap out of a punching bag.

I wanted to get all this anger out of me, somehow. I needed to get away from everyone and punch a tree. That was for its best. I needed to take a walk and think things through even though I was so disappointed in myself, and Anna.

The real Anna.

Anna could be the manipulating one, she would be a bitch if she wanted to, she didn't give a damn about her reputation. That was why she got sent to a private school in Australia when we were little, because she couldn't control herself at times.

And now I felt like I'd taken her place and WAS her. Everyone in school thought I was Anna, well, almost everyone, not including Daniel, Ruth, and Drew. But I didn't care about them. For all I knew Daniel had dumped me, Ruth was suppose to be my bestfriend, and Drew had let me down by not telling me about his relationship with my "bestfriend".

Why did I even care about Daniel in the first place? I was suppose to be happy that he'd found out like that. And that he now was hurt. I wanted that, I wanted to get my pleasure out of that so bad but I didn't bring muself to it. I couldn't and I wouldn't... Why? Well, I don't know. I just couldn't.

My steps on the concrete went slower and slower by the second, I never wanted this walk to end. Honestly. A giggle snapped me out of my thoughts, I turned my head everywhere looking for the person who had laughed, I guarantee you I looked like a squirrel or guardian dog.

I noticed a two silhouettes in my brothers room, their bodies tightly hugging eachother like they never wanted to let go of eachother. Like they loved eachother... But then their bodies seperated, one of the silhouettes faced the window but I still couldn't see his or her face because of the white blinds.

The blinds to my brothers room snapped open and then he came into view, he hadn't noticed me. Yet. His chest was bare, he wasn't wearing a shirt, then I noticed smaller, paler hands wrap around his torso. And then I saw who she was, the same short blonde hair. The same features in her face. It was...

Ruth.

Andrew squinted at me before looking out the window in horror, and closing the blinds again. I heard another giggle again, before focusing my gaze on the thirteen year old I had as a neighboor, and that was sprawled out on her lawn.

I let a tear stream down my face before sniffing, this was too much to take. All this happend in one day. In one day...

So I ran, I ran as fast as I could, I didn't care where I ended up being at. I just needed a brake from everyone. I needed so badly to think things through, and when I thought I was far away from my house as I possibly could. I started walking slow again.