"The moon is beautiful, isn't it?" BL

-11-

      I woke up to find myself intertwined with Julian. His legs were rapped around mine and his arms were around my waist. Our faces were inches apart. He was still sound asleep. He looked peaceful when he was asleep like nothing in the world could bother him. 
      I ran my finger across his cheek and into his hair moving it off his face.
    "Ooooo" a voice said "looks a little intimate id say"
   I quickly jerked my hand back and turned to see Merida staring at me holding her phone. She looked like she was videoing me.
     "Now tell who was your crush again? Was it maybe Julian?" She asked teasing
    Before I had a chance to answer Julian moved. He gripped my waist tighter and pulled me down on top of him.
I froze. Didn't move didn't talk and barely breathed.
    "Yep he definitely is" she said
"Shut up" I replied back to her
    I moved Julian's hands off of my waist, even though I wanted them to stay there forever, and slowly leaned up.
   His eyes slowly started to open and he saw me leaning over top of him.
    "Hi sweetheart" he said putting his hands back on my waist.
     There was this weird tingling feeling in my stomach. It felt like it was doing flips. What is he doing to me?
    "Let me go" I said trying to pull away
  He gave me a weird look and said "why would I do that?"
    "Because I asked" I replied
"Trust me Julian he doesn't want you to let go. You should've seen him a minute ago" Merida said
    "Meri!" I yelled and turned back to Julian "nothing happened"
     "I know" he said "I was awake this whole time"
"You asshole" I said pushing his arms off of me.
      I stood up and walked over to my bag. "Shit" I whispered looking in my bag. I forgot my medicine.
    "What's wrong?" Julian asked
"Nothing" I replied almost instantly. "I just forgot something"
    "Is it important?" Meri asked
"Kind of but it's not the end of the world" I replied
     Both of them looked at me concerned "don't worry about it" I said walking to the bathroom.
     I used the bathroom and washed my hands. The cold water froze my hands but it felt good. I needed to calm down.
     I walked back to the room but before I opened the door I heard them talking, so I listened.
    "Hey Julian?" Meri questioned
"Yeah?"
       "You like Lennox don't you?" She asked
He didn't say anything for a few seconds.
    I listen carefully in case I would miss something but the room was quiet. No sound was made until I heard a happy scream from Meri.
     I ran into the room to see her jumping up and down.
    "What the hells going on?" I asked
"Nothing" Julian said nervously
      Damn I didn't get to hear his answer.
Bzz bzzz bzzz! My phone started going off it was my dad.
    "Si?" I answered
"¿Dónde estás? Voy a recogerte" my dad said
      I replied in a smart tone "No quiero que me recojas. Puedo llegar a casa por mi cuenta."
      "No me hables así" he replied
"Entonces no hablaré contigo en absoluto." I replied and hung up the phone.
      "Your father?" Julian asked
I nodded and threw my phone at my bag.
   "I need air." I said and walked all the way down the stairs and outside.
     I stood outside for a few minutes until I heard the door shut. I turned around to see Julian standing there.
    "What was he wanting?" He asked
"Nothing important. I don't know why I got so mad" I replied
     "What did you forget earlier? Is that why he called?" Julian questioned
     "I forgot my medicine and no he wanted to pick me up" I replied
     "Medicine?"
I froze. I didn't want to tell him this. I didn't want anyone to know.
     "What medicine?"
"Oh it's um...."
     He cut me off by said "not important right? Isn't that what you were going to say? Well I disagree. And I think you need to start telling people stuff. Starting with me"
     I took a deep breath and said "my depression medicine."
     He stared at me. But it wasn't a surprised stare though.
    "You remember that time you came to the park? Well that was one of the days I forgot to take it. And well you saw the outcome." I said
    "It won't happen again right?" He asked worriedly
     I didn't answer. To be honest I didn't know the answer. Would it happen again? Maybe. Maybe not. There's no way to be certain.
     "Hey sweetheart, you know you can tell me if you're not feeling well right?" He said
     "Thanks" I said smiling
He took a few step closer to me and hugged me. It wasn't one of the normal hugs we gave each other. It was a hug that both of us needed. What he needed it for, I'm not sure but I would give him a million hugs if it made him feel better.