"The moon is beautiful, isn't it?" BL

-14-

After the kiss we kind of just sat there in quiet. I didn't have anything to say about what had just happened. On the other hand he looked like he had a lot to say.
He was just staring at me. But it was one of those stares saying come closer to me.
"So..." he said
I turned my head to look at him
"Are we gonna talk about it?" He asked
I didn't answer. Yes I wanted to talk about it but it'd be awkward and embarrassing.
"Come here, sit down" he said walking to the bed and patting a spot next to him.
"I'm not a dog" I replied but still went to sit down anyway.
"I don't know how to start the conversation" he said
"Don't look at me neither do I" I replied
"Did you like it?" He asked
I looked the other direction. Of course I liked it. I didn't want him to know it was my first kiss though. I mean I'm almost 17 and still hadn't had my first kiss.
"Well did you?"
"Yes" I replied and looked away
"Good" he said and put his finger on my chin turning my head back to him.
I looked up at his for now I was slightly under him.
I didn't say anything and he didn't either. We just stared at each other until he started leaning in closer.
His lips hit mine but not like the other times. It was a gentle kiss. Like he didn't want to rush it. Like we had all the time in the world.
The feeling of his lips on mine felt amazing. Something I never wanted to loose.
"Hey Lenny" a voice said walking into the room.
I didn't hear it in time so I didn't get to pull away.
"Lennox what the hell?" Conner yelled
I pulled away from Julian and turned looking at Conner. I plopped my head down on the bed embarrassed.
Shit. How did he even know what room to go to? How did he find us?
I didn't say anything but put my hands over my face and stayed silent.
"So this is why you wanted to come over here?" He asked in a teasing tone.
I still didn't reply.
"Lenny mom said Hartley's fine. So she's coming home soon" he said and walked out shutting the door.

I moved my hands out of my face and Julian was just staring at me.
"Soooo......" he said trying not to laugh.
"Yea yea go ahead laugh" I said annoyed
He stared laughing and I couldn't help but join in.
"What does this mean for us?" He asked still slightly laughing but looking more serious
I shrugged my shoulders and sat up next to him.
"You're so cute" he said brushing my hair out of my face.
As many times as he's already done that you'd think I'd be used to it but I'm not. I leaned into his hands and he seemed almost surprised but still he smiled.
     "Would you like to be my boyfriend?" He asked
     I sat there shocked. Soon as I was about it answer him he said "you don't have to if you don't want to. Don't feel pressured to"
    I smiled and leaned in and kissed him. I couldn't get enough of him. His lips felt amazing. Him right next to me felt amazing. Everything he did was amazing. How could he even like me?
     I pulled away and said "of course I want to be your boyfriend."
    I froze and added "I've never dated anyone before though"
  
    "That's ok" he replied
I hugged him and stood up. "I need to go deal with my shithead brother before he does anything"
     "Does that mean you're leaving?" He asked
  I nodded slowly and he scooted to the edge of the bed. He reached out and grabbed my hand pulling me closer.
    "Do you have to?" He asked
"I need to go see my sister" I said cupping his face with my hands.
     "Ok fine" he said and moved his hands to my waist.
     There was this feeling in my stomach. Like it was doing flips. I felt nervous but at the same time I never wanted him to let go.
     I leaned down and pecked his lips and tried to walk off but he still had my hips.
    "Jul" I groaned
"I know I know" he said still not letting go
       He stood up and kissed me again and let go. As I was walking out of the room he smiled and waved.
    I walked down the stairs to see Conner on the phone.
    "Yes baby. I know you're upset. I'm sorry there's nothing I can do about it"
    He kept apologizing over and over and once he got off the phone he looked sad.
    "Come on" I said walking to the door.
His face quickly brightened up once he saw me.
     "So Mr. I've never dated anyone and never want to. Are you dating that guy?" He asked walking outside behind me.
     "Yes I am" I replied "but you can't tell anyone yet"
     "I won't. I promise." He said smirking "but don't forget..."
    "Don't say it" I said cutting him off.
"Use a condom"
    "Omg shut up" I said getting in the car and driving off.