5. Park Jimin.

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Jimin's POV:-

"Shit, that's not how you do it player 69!" I shouted through my mic.

"Pass by the building quick! The assassin is running back of you! Save yourself!"

"Ahh no, shit! player 69 back of yo-" 

*'You have lost your lead player 69'*

"Shit! Viewers moral of the story, don't trust anyone who is new to gaming, get me?"

Enough is enough, so I just took things in my hand and obviously it was much easier killing the assassin myself.

"Well everyone played well except player 69. He just would have hid behind the 9th building... anyways we won so it's time to enjoy my feast'"

"I need to end the stream now people so I can enjoy my win. Until next time see ya!" And I just ended the live stream.

I came out of my dorm after maybe centuries to get a cup of coffee and just relax the evening.

I am Park Jimin. A gamer who participate in many online challenges and yep I earn money in that manner. I am 23 years old [quite young right?], 1995. I have money to move from the small dorm to a bigger house but I like the my dorm so much. So gloomy and lonely.

You might think that I am boring person but I can dance. Yep dancing is cool. I used to take contemporary dance classes and I was the top student. But you can say I didn't want to perform around people I don't know. I am scared of being judged. Yes so I envy people who dance and show their dance practices through camera to everyone to see. Mainly I follow a channel called Hope On The Street where this guy does freestyle dancing, street dancing with other dancers, releases some music? Like he is an allrounder! 

But enough about him, I will speak about me. I, in front of others I am a person who everyone wants to be. My fans wanna do things they like in the world, their passion but their parents won't allow them. But my life was not always like this.

When I was a kid my mom used to go for shady jobs and my dad was never home so my neighbors took care of me. But this was not the worst part.

My father realized that my mom has being cheating on him since I was born but my father didn't say anything. Yep nothing! Like Dad your wife is cheating on you.

After sometime even my dad started sleeping with other women. The only thing which was stopping them was me. I was there as a proof of their love. Both my parents hated each other so they didn't want me as well.

The guy my mom used to love used to come everyday when dad's not home. And abused me. Physically abused me. Scolded me, bet me because I was the reason my parents are still living under the same roof. He bet me everyday and used to follow me everywhere I go. It was so much for a 10 years old boy to bear.

It went by till I was 15 when I decided that I would rather run away than staying here. So with all the money I stored by doing part-time job, I payed rent and just ran away from home leaving a letter.

Dear my parents,

 I hope you will be happy now as I won't be there anymore to stop your plans. Think of me as a dead son and move on with your amazing partners. I wish both the parties all the best from bottom of my heart. Please Don't search for me, I will live my life simply.

Your Son

Park Jimin.

After I ran away I heard from my few friends there that both got divorced and even did my funeral. Wow... I would have witnessed my own funeral if I was there...

Anyways I moved from Busan to Seoul to start a new life. I started working in a small café to earn a living and at night I used to live stream. I became widely popular within girls due to my looks. The live streams became more popular in schools that everyone started to challenge me and asked me  to be their game partner but I refused. I wanna play alone. I don't need anyone. Or that's what I thought.

I wanted to finally be in a family. It's been 8 years since I had homemade food. I just feel so alone in the world. I need to start making friends I thought. But it's not an easy task. How can you even make friends when you never had one? And how does 1 person know everything about you?

I was just sipping my juice when I realized I was in the wrong street. I wanted to leave but then a flyer flew and hitted me on face.

I took and saw it and it said the following:-

"Have you ever felt lonely? Ever felt left out? Ever thought even though you have family, friends you still don't have people who know you better then them? Then join our Chatroom Simulation where there will be a group forming a groupchat Where you will be getting to know each other and have actual friends. It is still in demo stage and the first 100 will have free demo till 2 months. So claim it quick!"

Go to www.chatroom.com to register

-Chatroom Lmt.

"Now what does this suppose to mean?"

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