THIRD PERSON'S POV
Jade arrives at front of their house and sees Armina all dressed talking to George, the car is blocking Jade's way kaya she just went out of her car
She didn't notice how hard she slams the door, Armina noticed Jade
She was shock to see Jade, but Jade just walk to them
"Jade" Armina softly called and tried to hold Jade's arm
Iniwas ito ni Jade and went to the security
"Paki pasok nalang ung kotse" Jade mouthed to the security
Jade went in and sat herself on the couch, shortly Armina enters the house and saw Jade sitting taking off her shoes
Armina sat next to her but didn't know what to say, she didn't know if she should lie or tell the truth
"George... uhh" Armina spoke
"Please not now" Jade sigh as she stood walking away from Armina
She can't deal with the voices in her head, Armina talking about george won't help Jade in her situation
"He's courting me" Armina blurted out fidgeting her fingers
Jade stopped and look back to Armina
"Very well" Jade smiled looking at her
"Jade please let's talk about it" Armina said tearing up
"There's nothing to talk about. You've made your decision and I'm happy for you" Jade forces her smile and walk up to the stairs
SAMANTHA'S POV
This is why I'm afraid of falling in love again, there's a lot of times I've been treated like crap by everyone who I love. Everytime I give my best, I try the hardest They would just treat me wrong and I'll have to pick up my pieces again, all the time.
It's getting harder each time, dati I thought as time goes by magiging madali kasi napagdaanan ko na, mabilis na ako makakalimot kasi alam ko na. Pero patagal ng patagal pahirap ng pahirap, pasakit ng pasakit. Ignoring it might be the best option for me that way I can go through day by day, but just because I'm ignoring it, doesn't mean it doesn't hurt.
It hurts so bad.
I don't know where to go again, where to start again. I'm afraid of living and running away, because I'm too tired. Can't be life just be simple? kung saan ako naman ung maging masaya?
Ako naman sana ung meron, ako naman sana ung okay, ako naman sana ung ipaglaban.
I reach my door when Armina grab my hand and pulls me
"I'm doing this for you" She spoke softly
"I know" I smiled
Kahit hindi ko naiintindihan I plan to agree on all the things she has to say, I am too tired and too hurt to argue with her
"Jade please listen. I wanted to say no, but I'm afraid he might know something about us... he's a journalist" Armina explained
"If he knows something about us... he wouldn't court you" I mouthed looking at her
"Jade hindi mo naiintindihan eh, this is not just about George. There's a lot of things going on, ayoko lang mahirapan ka" She explained trying to convince me
"And you think you going out with George will make my life easier?" I smirked
"It will make mine..." She simply responded
"Sige, if you think life would be better if you'll have a suitor fine" I said and went to my room
I locked it, and broke down right on the spot.
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Complete Chaos : Samantha Jade
عشوائيThis is the story of Samantha and her complete chaotic life. Everything in her life is just hanging by a thread, that in just one blow of the wind her life will turn around and be a mess.
