Zustin - Tightrope

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New text message to Zayn:

Justin: are you awake?

Justin: Zayn?

Justin: please answer if you're awake

Justin: please

Justin: Zayn

Justin: Zayn I really need you to be here

Justin: please please Zayn if you see this answer

Justin: baby

Justin: baby please 

Zayn: I'm here, what's wrong????

Justin: I don't know

Zayn: what do you mean?

Justin: shit sorry never mind I'm sorry for waking you it was nothing I'm so sorry

Zayn: Justin please tell me is everything alright?

Justin: not really

Zayn: what has happened? Please

Justin: I'm not even sure I should tell you I'm so dumb I'm sorry I really shouldn't have woken you up I'm sorry please go back to bed I'm sorry

Zayn: tell me please baby you're worrying me

Justin: you know ive been dating a guy for a while and it's been okay or whatever you know, I'm trying to move on. But I haven't wanted to do something you know sexual bc I'm not ready to be with him like that

Zayn: okay and?

Justin: and he's been patient, I mean he's trying sometimes you know but respect when I've said I don't wanna. but tonight he was drunk and we kissed and he wanted to do more and I said no but he kept insisting and I kept saying no but idk maybe I wasn't firm enough or something

Zayn: say everything in one message Justin I'm losing my mind what the fuck did he do?

Justin: and he got kinda mad like not really like he's a good guy but I get it you know like I've been not giving him anything for a month. But he was very drunk and mad and he like pushed me down in the couch and held me down and pulled off my pants and like touches me down there yk and I told him to stop but he didn't I don't know if he didn't hear me bc he was drunk but he kept going even though I tried to get him off me but he's strong as hell and he got mad I didn't get hard. So he turned me around and got himself undressed and went on top of me and he was about to like do it, like put it in, but I was able to push him off before and i ran to the bedroom and locked and first he was mad banging on the door but then he realized he was being drunk and he apologized and stuff and went home so it's okay. He really is a good guy. I don't even know why I told you I'm just stupid I'm sorry I shouldn't have I'm sorry I'm just really scared I don't know I'm sorry it's just dumb just forget it

Justin: I'm realizing i overreacted now that I'm writing bc nothing really happend I'm so sorry for bothering you Zayn

Zayn: are you home? Is he gone?

Justin: yes

Zayn: what was his name again I forgot

Justin: Mateo why?

Zayn: last name?

Justin: Gonzalez but why are you asking?

Zayn: because I'm actually gonna fucking kill him