Mine

Chapter 6

Emily**
Not going to lie it was hard not to text Cameron. My heart hurt so badly from ending things with him but I didn't wanna be put last and I knew how much he loved her ex. I just couldn't compare myself to how beautiful she was. Some nights like this I just wanna cry and lay in bed because of how much I missed him. My hurt aches but I knew it would after leaving him. I was actually surprised that I hadn't heard from him in over a week.
The next day I was out at the food market when I saw Ava, Cameron's ex-girlfriend or current girlfriend. I don't know if they actually got back together. Two of Cameron's friends from the team were with her. I didn't see Cameron at all. I haven't seen him since the last day of school. "Well look who it is Cameron's girlfriend," Ava said as she walked past me. I didn't say anything to her, it came as a shock that she would call me that if they were together. Later that day I saw Jason and his girlfriend Madison. "Hey I have a question," I said as I walked up to them. Madison was actually surprised to see me. I asked her why Ava would call me Cameron's girlfriend. Jason explained to me how Cameron told his ex that he wanted to be with me and not her.
That was a hell of a surprise for me. I thought Cameron would want his ex back. After hearing that I decided to drive over to Cameron's house. I missed going over here and seeing him. I was hoping he would want to talk to me. I knocked on the door when I got up there. It took a few minutes but Rebecca finally opened the door. She was very surprised to see me. "Is Cameron here?" I asked her. Rebecca smiled as she said Cameron left to go to his grandparent's house for the summer. Which explains why I haven't seen him. After getting back into my car I decided to text him but the message didn't go through. I figured he had blocked me. Seeing that he might have blocked me made me feel like he didn't want anything to do with me anymore which I understood why. I tried and tried my best to get a hold of him. I messaged him on Facebook and no response came.
It was almost the start of the new school year when everyone was coming back from being gone. I was getting my class schedule when I saw Cameron. He looked really handsome and put together. I tried to walk up to him but he was gone before I could. I went to the baseball field to see if he was there but he wasn't. I saw his mother on the way to my car but I didn't see him. I thought about so many things on the way home. If he wanted to talk to me he would have written back a few weeks ago when I messaged him. It hurt seeing him, I was just hoping I didn't get him in any of my classes. My feelings for him were still there and stronger than ever.
The next day was the first day of school. I saw him standing by his locker, I wanted to go up to him and talk to him but as soon as he saw me he walked the other way. I went to my locker and started putting my stuff away when Jason walked up to me. "Girl, you and Cameron need to get back together," he said to me. I wanted to get back with him but he didn't seem to want anything to do with me. "Jason, he doesn't want me," I told him as I walked away to my first class. It was mid-day and so far he wasn't in any of my classes. I saw him sitting with his team laughing and smiling at lunch. I stopped myself so much from walking over to him. I sat down at a table by myself far away from him. I hoped he didn't see me at all during lunch. I didn't know what to do if he did see me but he probably wouldn't even talk to me if he did.
The last class of the day was my favorite subject. I walked into the classroom and looked around to see if he was there but he wasn't. The bell rang and the teacher went to shut the door when he walked in. He was in my last-period class. This had to be some kind of sign. He saw I was in the same class as him but he decided to sit on the other side of the classroom away from me. I couldn't stop myself once class was over. I walked up to him. "Hey Cameron," I said to him but he ignored me rolling his handsome blue eyes. "Can we please talk?" I asked him before walking away. I could tell he didn't want anything to do with me. There was no one else in the classroom when I yelled "I love you and I'm sorry" to him before walking out the door. Cameron stopped dead in one spot when I yelled that. "Emily, if you loved me you wouldn't have left me," he said with a very hateful voice. "Ava and two of your friends got into my head," I told him hoping he would talk to me.
I figured he was about to walk away when he sat his things on the table next to him. "What two friends," he asked. I told him who they were and what they said. He didn't say anything else before walking out of the classroom. Tears filled my eyes once he left. I walked to my locker to grab the books I needed when I heard "I love you too" from behind me. I turned around and Cameron was standing there with a smile. I couldn't help myself. I kissed him. Man did it feel good to be kissing him once again. He didn't pull away or anything besides pulling me closer to him and kissing me even more. "Next time tell me what is going on, Don't break up with me," he said after kissing me back. I was hoping this meant something but I was unsure. "I have two boys to handle and baseball, I'll see you tomorrow," he said as he walked away. I wanted to be his girlfriend again but I was confused if the kiss meant we were back together or not. I ran after him and asked him if I could come with him. I just wanted to be around him. I was glad he said yes to me coming with him.