My Overweight Love

Chapter 4

After the incident in the canteen. Axel didn't approach me again. Maybe he's not that sincere to apologize to me. Maybe Sid is correct, Axel and his friend just  make fun of me.

I just spend my time to my studies and hangout with my friends. Sometimes, Im attempt to see Axel but I controlled myself not too. I tried to changed my routine everyday just to cope my broken heart. Sid help me a lot to get through.

After few months. Axel graduated from the campus and the string of my last hope finally gone.

Time flies so fast, before I know it, its my last year from my college.

"Where do you plan to apply after graduation? Here or abroad?" Sid asked.

"Maybe here first. I can't just leave my mom alone. After dad died she became so weak. I was just thankful for my auntie for accompany her while I'm away."

"Not bad, there so many companies who's leading now in advertising. If I have I choice, I want to stay here with you. But my parents is already in Canada so I need to go there with them. I have no one left here."

"I'm still here with you."

"I know, what I mean is a family."

"I wish your success there, I hope you wont forget me." I said.

"Of course not, I still visit you here."

"Sid I will missed you."

"Me too, Ram. I'm gonna missed you."

After college, Sid and I part ways. He went to Canada and I left here. I applied to the advertising companies that I known, but because of compitation of applicants I always ended up set aside.

"How's your appointment today son?" Mom asked when I got home.

"Not good mom. They just told me to wait for their call." I said while sitting in the sofa beside her.

"Just keep on trying Ram, sooner or later there's a door opening for you."

"I hope so, mom."

"Son, what do you think, why they keep on rejected you? You're intelligent, good looking, persistent..."

"...and chubby." I interrupted.

"If you already know the reason, why don't you tried to changed it."

"Mom, I already tried to exercise but nothing happened."

"Yeah, you tried but after exercising how much do you eat?"

"Mom, I can't help it. Exercising is so tiring, what can I do after?"

"Ramices, how can you find a boyfriend if you can't make effort?"

"Mom I don't need boyfriend."

"You need one, believe me."

"Nah, I don't know to you mom, why pushing me to have lovelife. What I need now is work, because I'm so frustrated already."

"If you changed your physical appearance you can find it soon. And for pity sake, Ramices will you please cut your long hair, you look like a caveman."

"You're so rude mom." I sulk.

"From now on you can't eat for more than one person's meal. I teach you how to eat in decent way."

"Mom, what do you think of me?!"

"I'm doing this for your own good. No fatty food, no sweets!"

"Oh no, what about my ice cream?"

"It's forbidden."

"Are you killing me mom?"

"I want to." she joked and laugh loud.