My Overweight Love

Chapter 2

"Axel, someone is looking for you." his friend shouted.

When Axel looked at my direction, I smile sweetly. I walk toward him.

"Hi, I'm Ramices Dawson." I introduced.

"What can I do for you?" he said in formal tone.

"I want to give you this..." I offer a stem of yellow rose to him.

He just stared the flower. "What is that for?" Axel asked confused.

I smile sweetly and tried to hide my nervousness. "I-I want you to know that I-I like you a lot." I said stammered. "You've been my inspiration since I saw you last year." I continued.

"Wait. Wait a minute. Can I asked, how old are you?"

"15 years old."I said proudly.

Axel suddenly laughed loud. "Are you crazy? Look, I'm 6 years older than you. Do you know that?"

"Yes. I know that and it doesn't matter to me at all. It's just a numbers."

"But it does to me. Look, young man, you're still young, maybe what you have for me is just a simple adoration."

"No. I'm sure of it, I really like you." I insisted.

"But I don't like you. I have a girlfriend and she's the one I like." Axel said honestly.

I felt the million blade slowly stabbing my heart, although I already expected his rejection, its still feel hurt. I wish I could just dissappear infront of him, because of embarrassment.

When tears starting to build up in side of my eyes, I tried very hard to composed myself. I don't want his friends who's watching us near by, see me crying.

"I understand. I just want you know my feelings. I know, soon you will leave this school, at least I don't have any regrets not to tell you about my feelings."

"Im sorry. I didn't want to be harsh on you." Axel said, looking so guilty.

"No. No. It's okey. I already expected it. Beside who would like me with this body. See, I'm nothing compare to you."

"What are you saying? I didn't say something like that." Axel contest me.

I tried to smile at him with my teary eyes. "I have to go now. Promise, I won't bother you again. Bye." I said and run away from him while still holding the yellow rose.

I found myself in the football ground of the school. I seated there to calm myself from heart breaking.

My two years of loving and adoring Axel, now suddenly dissappear in the air. It's time to free myself from obsession as Sid said to me, but I know deep in my heart there's something deeper than that. I can't even explain pain I'm feeling now.

After a few moment, I sigh and look at the sky. "Why you send me someone who doesn't like me?" I said, as if the sky will replied me back.

Suddenly, my phone ring. "Sid?" I asked.

"Where are you? Did you see the student page?"

"No. Not yet. I'm not interested right now."

"At least see the news about you there."

"News? About me?"

"Yes. Someone post about your confession to Axel."

"What?!"

"This is so ridiculous. Where are you? I go to you." Sid said very  irritated.

"I'm here at football ground."

"Wait me there. Don't go anywhere." Sid said and ended the call.

While waiting for Sid, I decided to open the student page and see what Sid saying about.

I was stunned when I see it. On the caption says: 'a piglet want to hunt a handsome owner.'

"This is embarrassing. How could they play my broken heart."

"Did you see it?" Sid asked when he saw me.

I nod in sadness. "Yes."

"I told you. This is a cruel world." Sid said in anger.

"What can I do now? The damage has been done." I said very sad.

"Ramices, cheer up! I'm always here for you, best. I will protect you." Sid promised.

"Thank you, Sid." I said before burst in cry.