Little Witch || (Devil's Night fanficion)

[04] Focus On What's Important. Revenge.

                            DAMON

I breathed hard as I climbed down the stairs of Lily's apartment building. I didn't know what the fuck I was doing. I was absolutely out of it and when I came back to my senses, my cock was resting on her bare cunt. Jesus Christ, true I had smoked some weed with Will at Realm but Jesus Christ...

Not to mention that whole confession about what my mother did to me, now I had a complete stranger aware of my past, of my secrets, of my weaknesses. Why did I do that? I had no idea. That bitch of my mother came to my mind and I felt disturbed and sick to my stomach. I wanted to claw away my own skin. I started to drive, and without realizing it I ended up at her door. Again. I didn't know what was about that little brat, I felt drawn to her, I felt safe enough to hug her? Me... disgusting, that was disgusting.

Was it, though? She was so soft, her skin smelled deliciously, those little tits were so cute I wanted to bite them...and that pussy, I knew she was tight and warm. No. No. I needed to focus, she made me too vulnerable, too weak and I wasn't like that. I needed to stay away. 

I walked through the center of Meridian City, the pungent taste of my cigarette hitting the back of my throat as I walked with the boys. Our plan for revenge over Rika was going great. That little bitch was going to pay for exposing us, just the thought of my time in solitary confinement made me want to bang my head against the wall.

"Uhh look at her..." I heard Will say, and I came out of my mind to follow his gaze. No fucking way, why was Lily in Meridian City? I looked at where she was heading, as her long legs skipped over the small stairs of the public library. Of course. She's here for work. I haven't seen her in days after that night.

I wanted to tell the guys to focus but it would have been weird from me so I hoped they would let her go. I had to stay away from that brat, I didn't wanna see her face, not after what happened. Of course my friends didn't let it slide, and immediately stalked her into the library. Please someone cut my dick off, it would hurt less. 

We reached the second floor, where Lily was grabbing some books, her face relaxed until she saw us. Her eyes immediately locked with mine. Stop it, goddammit. I hate her eyes. So warm and kind, so caring but fiery. I hate them.

"Hey, it's been a while, how have you been?" Will asked her, leaning into her face, as she stepped back, averting her stare. What was that? She was being submissive? Right, it's because she knows about me. Her pitiful stare was pissing me off.

"Sorry, I need to work..." Lily mumbled, holding in her arms a big book. She walked past Will, and Kai before reaching Michael who stopped her immediately.

"C'mon, Davis, play with us a bit? We're stressed over something so we need to let loose a bit...can you help us?" Michael taunted, making Will and Kai laugh. I didn't know why but I wanted to punch every fucking one. The way they looked at her, taunted her, touched her...

"I'm not your personal entertainment, there's girls who ask for money for that." Lily bit back and I had to fight the urge to grin. She was so sharp tongued. 

"Well, I don't think you can afford to be picky Lily, considering the way you live...you could use a bit of money..." Will joked, making her glare at him. Suddenly, Michael pushed her into me, the book falling out of her arms and her body crashing into mine. She let out a yelp, as she immediately pulled back looking up at me. God, she was so beautiful. 

"She's legal now, Damon. Surely you won't risk it now..." Michael joked, as Will hyped him up. I rolled my eyes, trying to keep my anger in check. 

"I have standards as well, even if you wouldn't say it." I simply told them, their eyes studying my expression, trying to read into me. They couldn't. No one could. Except for little witch here, in front of me. 

"You're weird today, D...hey, don't tell me...you already fucked her? Ow, was she disappointing?" Will asked me, as Michael and Kai snorted at his comment. I looked down at Lily, her chest heaved in her cardigan and shirt. She was confused but also nervous. Trying to talk to me through our eyes, but I didn't wanna talk to her. I pulled out my cigarette and was about to light it up when Lily snatched it from my hand, her eyes now scolding and heavy.

"You can't smoke here, are you crazy?!" Her sassy voice said, and I grinned as I saw her breaking the cigarette in half. The other boys stared at each other confused and amused,  chuckling under their breath. 

Lily sighed, clearly annoyed by how immature we were being despite being older than her, she grabbed her book and was about to walk away when I answered Will's question, out loud so she could hear me.

"She was disappointing. No tits or ass whatsoever. I usually like virgins but, her...she was bad, not gonna lie. Could have been better." I lied, since nothing happened between us, but of course they believed me, it wasn't the first time I talked about a girl like this. 

Lily turned around, her head tilting and her expression heavy. I knew in my mind what she was saying with those eyes of hers. 

"Don't force me to say anything..."

I knew she wouldn't have said anything, I knew she was a good kid, considerate and empathetic. It wasn't hard to figure her out on this side. I almost dared her, I wanted to see her handling situations, I wanted to study her, test her. She was such an interesting little girl.

"Well, I thought you were bigger so, I guess we're both disappointed, Torrance." Lily said, her brown eyes never leaving me. Ouch. I deserved it. God, she was good. The others laughed, but I grinned at her, nodding in respect before turning serious. I had no time for this, no patience nor will to engage with her anymore. She didn't respond to my tests and mind games like I wanted her to, and like a kid throwing a tantrum I didn't wanna play with her anymore. Honestly though, I was trying to fight against my own heart. A part of me wanted to drop everything and just spend time with her. Like a teenager in love, and I haven't felt like this ever since...Winter...I was confused. Did I still love her? Was Lily just a challenge? A plaything to pass time. Or was I actually developing feelings for her? I wasn't sure, so I forced myself to focus on what was important. Revenge.

"Let's go, this is getting boring." I said, as I walked past her, and I heard the others following me as we left her there. Her eyes burned holes onto the back of my head, and I wanted to scream at her to stop fucking looking at me with those eyes. I made a mistake. I looked back, and when I locked eyes with her pools of dark brown, my heart skipped a beat. I needed to stay away from her, but I already knew I was getting obsessed and there was no saving anymore. My heart screamed at me to just let go of everything, my mind reminded me of our well deserved revenge. I turned around, clenching my fists. I need to push her away, for real this time.