5oct
I am missing home.
I decided to go home for a few days.
I came to attend lectures at the university.
Noah and I are spending quality time with each other.
She's teasing me with Arica's name, and all of a sudden I cry in front of her.
She gave me her shoulder to cry on.
I told Noah that I wanted her love.
I want her to be mine, but I don't want to force anything between us. She gave me comfort.
I wiped my tears and came back to my room.
A few days passed.
9oct
I am listening to music and having my dinner.
Suddenly, Arica's massage popped on my screen.
Omg!
I felt my soul leaving my body.
She texted me to meet me at 11:00 on the balcony of her
floor
I waited for two hours to meet her.
I feel scared. What if she says that she likes somebody else? Or something like that?
I mentally prepared myself for two hours and came here to meet her.
She came and said hello.
I gave her a smile.
We talked for a few hours.
I shared my philosophical experiences with her.
Some relate to soul connection and how we met people with a connection.
I talked about random things and took a break.
In that silence, I said I needed to go to the washroom.
I came back, and she was looking at something in the darkness. Maybe she's preparing herself to tell me why we are here.
God, please send help.
I was about to faint because of nervousness.
Suddenly, she said to me that she liked me too.
I go totally numb.
What?
Did I hear it right?
I asked her what?
She said yes; she likes me too.
She convinced herself of her feelings.
I hide my tears.
I am so fucking happy she likes me too.
What a great day!
We talked for a few more seconds and came back to our rooms.
